YanHui's

2008-06-30T17:04:00.003+08:00

Hi, I've moved to Livejournal. If it is not of any trouble to you, please do me a relink. :D

http://genes-baby.livejournal.com/

P.S. I know, the URL is lame. I din't come up with it though. Debbie came up with it, I wasn't spoilt for choices, so genes_baby it was. :D

2008-06-29T21:33:00.003+08:00

Everything that you wished for, could be yours, should be yours, would be yours.

Happy belated birthday, Sweetheart! I hope you really liked the present and enjoyed your birthday. (:

Well, hung out with Darling's pals, Shirlene and Von yesterday, it was his birthday. Hung around Vivocity aimlessly. We din't manage to catch a movie because most of them were selling fast. Wore a new pair of shoes that hurt my legs. The blisters that I'm having now are sooooo disgusting, even Darling says so. Wasn't around during the cake- smashing session cause my siblings were bugging me to buy food back. Gah, that was the highly anticipated part of the day, everyone were looking forward to it and I missed it! Coming up next Saturday ... ... Gary's birthday!

Gonna switch to LJ soon cause Shirlene has been telling me its better there. And Debbie wants to add me! I'm off to create an account now. Toodles!

2008-06-08T22:22:00.009+08:00

True love has no ending.
(Quoted from Ziqi :D)

This sweet one here has always make me felt like the most blessed girl on Planet Earth. He's always there for me when I'm going through a tough period. Even when I'm making difficult decisions, he'll always be patient and he'll give me his honest opinion. Ever so frequently, I'll make him upset but he never did throw his tantrum on me. He's one of the few people who gives me endless support on my studies even when I, myself, had thoughts of giving up.

Though we've been together for just 6 months, I feel lucky to have him as my boyfriend. I wouldn't say that everyday is wonderful because we do have little tiffs every now and then. Even so, he'll try his best to coax a smile on my face. Little things he does makes me know that he cares.

Everyday with him is a gift from heaven because life is so unexpectant. No one knows how long this relationship will last. No matter what, I'll try my best to keep this relationship going as far as I can. Thank you, Darling, for all the love that you have given me. You rock my world! All the love for you. :D

Hanging out with Debbie Dearest soon. Yay!
Meeting up with Sylvia and Shirlene, the two crazy girls, tml. Double Yay!
Going shopping with Mum for new stuffs tml. Triple Yay!

Besties and Debbie made me laugh like a mad woman just now via conversations in msn. Its been a thousand of years since I'd last gossiped so much with them. Awww, I miss them plenty!

2008-05-24T14:18:00.002+08:00

Sunday's pictures up at Von's blog, check it out! :D

Chinese O's is on Monday so I'll blog after that. Ciaos.

2008-05-09T11:50:00.003+08:00

Going over to Tp to look for Darling and Ben with Shirlene, Von, Gary & Co later. :D

2008-04-15T18:13:00.027+08:00

Here are the pics!:D The cake that Jamie, Eileen and Wei Yi bought me. (:

Aunt Agnes bought this for me. :D

Sunflower from Besties.

Birthday messages that made me laugh.

Rose from Darling. <3

Look at Sylvia's eyes! She makes me laugh like mad whenever she does this.

This cake is delicious and sinful. :D

Besties, Von not here though.

Best friends for 7 years and still counting.

The sweet one.

With D and Barney! (:

Sylvia just dashed into this picture without any warning. HAHA!

Snatching over poor old Barney.

The classic joke that will be remembered by us forever.

Shit, I have to go for dinner now and I haven't said my thank yous yet. I'll do them another day. Ciao!

2008-04-15T17:00:00.003+08:00

At times I feel I'll lose control and forget everyone but the hand I'm holding.

I overslept and woke up real late today. Mum insisted on waiting for me, so I gave my morning shower a miss and rushed off to school feeling dirty. Skipped remedial and headed home. Darling's at orientation and it feels so weird not to have him at home accompanying me talk while I make my way home.

It was my birthday on Sunday. Celebrated it on three separate occassions with different people. (:

Friday, 11/04/08:
Jamie, Eileen and Wei Yi surprised me with a birthday cake on Friday. Though it was very simple, it was still very thoughtful of them. :D

Saturday, 12/04/08:
Spent the whole afternoon catching up on my sleep. My folks brought my sibling and I to Jack's Place for an advance birthday dinner. My family pretty much rock with their jokes. Din't do much at Great World City cause nearly all shops were closed by the time we were done with dinner.

Sunday, 13/04/08:
Lunch at Cafe Cartel with Besties and Darling's pals. I was starving when we met cause I din't take breakfast and we all met like an hour later than the arranged time. Darling bought me a cake that was really niceeeee. (: Went shopping with Besties at Marina Square while the guys went their way. Something really funny happened and we all couldn't stop giggling bout it. (look at D's blog to find out more) Stopped at Gloria Jeans for coffee and met up with the guys again. Poor Darling went around holding all my birthday presents that included a sunflower in a Charles and Keith paper bag.

Took a train with Darling to Eunos, but was lazy to change a bus. Instead Darling and I took a cab to Aunt Jen's place. Aunt Agnes bought an ice cream cake from Swensens for me. After eating, Uncle Elson specially drove me home cause I was tired.

This year's birthday was indeed a special one. Everyone spent so much on me and made feel so loved. (especially Darling!) I'll post the pictures up soon, I'm waiting around for Sylvia/ Shirlene/ Ren Aun to send me. Shall do my thank you messages along with those. (:

2008-04-05T23:35:00.003+08:00

You're like a tattoo that I can't remove.

Well, I've been busy. Schooling, sleeping, hanging out and stuffs. I still haven't done my homework yet. Argh, I just don't have the feel.

Friday was such a pleasant day, I finally met up with all my favourite people.Saw Debbie coincidentally at Alj Mrt Station. We took the same train, had fun talking to her. Met up with Shirlene and D at Marina Square. Gossiped and joked over lunch at Pizza Hut. They accompanied me to look at the stuffs I wanted to buy. A big big thank you to them. Dropped by at Darling's house to get my stuff and play with his nephew. He's so adorable!

Steamboat at Alvan's house just now. Awww, they were so sweet to buy a cake for Dad. Speaking of which, we bought a cake at Haagen- Dazs for Dad on Wednesday. Dad's birthday dinner at Jack's Place was fine, but the jacket Darling lended me reeked of steaks. I know, yuck. Caught up with Ziqi and Alvan just now.

Tuition tml, I guess. I'm having a great time memorising Chemical Analysis. I din't realise that studying can be so pleasurable. Oh, and I flunk my Physics test by half a mark. My tutor din't cover the entire topic. There's this sense of satisfactory in me though, I nearly passed my Science in my entire secondary school life. :D

Gonna switch my computer off to talk to Darling already. I miss that silly boy!

2008-03-24T18:28:00.002+08:00

You had my head up in the clouds, made me feel like I'm floating.

Darn, its raining now. Maybe I'll ask Mum, Dad or whoever thats avaliable to bring me to tuition. I've had a horrible day at school. My skirt got caught by Mdm Ng and she doesn't believe me when I said I've wore my skirt since Sec 1. =.= Well, I'm not so stupid to go and get a new skirt. I'll just borrow from someone.

Mr Chia's holiday work are supposed to be collected today but he says he'll extend the deadline till Wednesday. I think it makes no difference. We even have to memorise the 5 versatile essays word for word. Our class had a compre test today during remedial and I skipped it. Hmm, I wonder whats the consequences?

Celebrated Jason's birthday with him at Hard Rock Cafe on Thursday night. That place is seriously cool. Alvan 'surprised' him by getting the DJ to announce that it was Jason's birthday and the waiters got him to stand on his chair to ask everyone in the restaurant to sing him a birthday song. Though everyone else there were strangers, they did sing him a song. And yes, the brownie they serve there is awesome!

Celebrated Zi Yan's 21st birthday on Saturday. Darling accompanied me to Simei to repair my phone then to Tm to get my Step 2 soundtrack. He's super sweet. Anyway, I'm using some spare phone now. T.T I want my phone back asap.

I've gotta eat. :D

2008-03-12T17:03:00.003+08:00

You're nothing that i wanna lose.

I'm supposed to be working on my Geography notes now. Its super boring though, the whole Environmental Management chapter is so hugeee!

Its pouring really heavily now. So much for March being one of the warmest period of the year. Darling and I actually wanted to play basketball yesterday. All thanks to the cold and wet weather, our plans were foiled throughly. I wanted to do so much during the holidays, it all seems impossible now. D:

I was so stupid to go get my hair cut at Kallang yesterday. Argh, its so darn screwed up now. Everybody who saw my 'new hairstyle' agreed that i look so ah lian. T.T I swear I'm gonna find ways to make my hair grow faster. Damn, how am I going to go out looking like that? Maybe I should clip my fringe up or get a hairband on Friday. I think I'll have to dye my hair black again. Darling says my previous hair colour is getting obvious. D:

Enjoyed myself on Monday with Shirlene, Yvonne and Diana. Darling accompanied me to Plaza Sing while Shirlene and Yvonne were watching The Leap Years. Met Diana coincidentally at the arcade. Had our dinner at Swensens while catching up with each other. I'll upload the pictures after from them from Shirlene.

I'd better go work on my notes now. Ciao ciao!

2008-03-10T12:58:00.003+08:00

So you'll probably always, have a spell on me.

Its raining and it seems like the perfect day to sleep in, but I'm already awake. Well, holidays! I'm supposed to go to school for Mr Chia's remedial lessons today but I couldn't bother. Maybe I should bother but English is a real bore. I'll definitely appear for tml's Geography lessons though. I really like Geography.

Caught Juno for the second time with Sissy, Ziqi and Ziyan. Alvan was like super happy to see us when he was working but he was kinda disappointed when we said we were going to watch a movie without him. There was no midnight movie yesterday so we couldn't wait for him though we had the intention.

People who hadn't seen me for ages said I've grown fat. Shu Wei was like, "You've grown fat!" when he saw me at Haagen Daz yesterday. God, I know I've put on some weight, but I din't know it was that obvious to others. My jeans, shorts and skirts are getting tighter! Maybe I should stop pigging out on those junk food and sinful chocolates. Okay, I shall stop snacking while studying!

Mum asked me if I wanted to go on this cruise- to- no- where tml. I thought it was kinda lame. I sort of agreed to go but backed out totally cause Sissy wasn't going. No parental guidance tml. :D

Meeting Shirlene and Yvonne for dinner later before I go for tuition with Jamie and her sister. I'm trying to study while having alittle fun daily. Hope it'll work out. Alright, gotta feed my growling stomach.

2008-03-02T22:05:00.002+08:00

I ain't gonna let nobody's drama bother me.

I think I'm gonna have Monday Blues tml. So much of my homework are still undone. Damn, I picture my teachers' reactions and faces now. Tml is our third month anni, something for me to look forward at least. :D

Darling came over with food just now because I have not eaten. That was like so sweet of him cause he even bought for my siblings. Had a great time hanging out with him and Ruyan in the living room.

Ahhhh, I can't wait for the March holidays to come. Sentosa, picnic, movies, shopping ... Here I come! (: But, I can see the homework piling up. Cross my fingers that there wouldn't be too much of it.

Okay, I'm gonna end here and go bitch about people with Debbie now. Toodles.

2008-02-22T20:38:00.001+08:00

My heart, my breath and my soul ... all stolen by you.

School's so stressful, my class is going at such a fast pace. Sometimes I wonder if I'll be able to catch with them. Though I'm in a Sec 5 class now, the students there are so much more hardworking and cleverer than me. Oh, it still feels weird to write my class as Hope 5-1 cause I've been a Faith blah-blah for my entire secondary school life. I'm starting to feel accepted now cause classmates are all warming up to me. And welcome, Hansel, back to Gm!

Caught L Change the World with Dearest & co just now. It was okay. Haven't seen all my best friends for ages. I was super happy to see Shirlene today. (:

I've had this weird feeling for ages. Nearly everyone close to me are moving on to Poly and I'm still at Secondary school. This feeling sucks big time. I guess I wouldn't be meeting them too often cause new school means making new friends. Life without them will be soooo different.

Wouldn't be meeting Dearest next week cause he'll be busy working and I'll be busy studying. Ah, I'll miss him real bad. x.x

2008-02-12T21:35:00.000+08:00

The best darling on Earth. (: (:

I miss BF, Sylvia Sim! D:

The birthday boy. :D

I love them many many. <3

Sugar sister. :D

Ru Yan says this picture is artistic. HAHA!

Enjoy the pictures from Ren Aun's birthday and CNY! :D

2008-02-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

And its back to school and studying. D:

Hello my dear little diary, I know I haven't been blogging here for ages. I'm currently retaking my O's back in school. Yes, I'm back to GM. And so I've already resigned from Haagen- Dazs. T.T I miss everyone there.

Celebrated Ren Aun's birthday at Pasir Ris Park. Its was kinda drizzling but the atmosphere wasn't spoiled. Went shopping with Darling for Ren Aun's present and new year clothes, shoes and etc. Cabbed home after eating the cake to meet Qi. Walked over to Alvan's house for steamboat with my ex- collegues. Annabelle's leaving Singapore soon. Gambled and chatted till 4plus before I made my way home.

Thank you for everything you've done for me, Darling. I love you plenty. (:

2007-12-31T15:07:00.000+08:00

Staff party at Haagen Dazs later. Jason's super nice. He paid for practically everything. Even when he buys lunch/ dinner/ supper, he never collects money. Whenever we pay him, he'll not take it.

Pay's in. :D Ordered my glasses already, Aaron gave me a discount. (: I suppose I'll be quiting soon. These few days haven't exactly been smooth sailing. Off to bathe.

2007-12-24T13:54:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all. (:

I had an enjoyable week at work. I go to work everyday feeling tired, but I'll still think its worth it. Many things happened this week - customers complaints, unhappiness with the new assistant manager and all.

Wei Quan, Alvan, Jason, Jordan, Shu Wei, Rennie and I were all working together yesterday. We mixed work and fun together. Kept talking, laughing and eating together. My shift was supposed to end at 5 but I stayed till 11 with them. Wanted to do free labour but Jason and Rennie still clocked my hours. Left the shop at around 12plus. Cabbed to Eunos for supper with Wei Quan, Alvan, Jason and Rennie. Thank you, Jason, for the treat. He's really the most generous manager I've met.

Working today and tml. Argh, I'm having a deadly bout of flu. D:

2007-12-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

Cause you know we'll make it through.

I'm back from Genting, it was cold over there. The journey to and fro was a killer. Uncle Small's car tires puntured, talk about being unlucky? Did some decent shopping over there, wasn't exactly a big haul though. Major chilling out sessions there with sisters and cousins. Shopping, eating, sleeping and arcade - its a cycle. Saw Noel there, could hardly recognise him. Only knew it was him when he texted me in Singapore. Alvan managed to sneak into the casino two nights in a row! Considering the fact that you have to be 21 to go in there, thats a feat. He even won money there. Well, I'll probably be going there again next March. My folks would never get tired of that place.

I'm lazy to go to work after my holiday but it really felt good to see everybody again. The workers at Lee Cooper were like, "where did you disappear to for the past few days?!?" Yesterday's sales was awesome! Full house for hours. Tall glasses and fondue trays have to washed repeatedly to keep up with the crowd. Ee Teng was sometimes more of a hindrance though. He kept loosening our aprons. Working with him sure is a laugh though. Ren Aun and Jodi came to visit me, I'm happy to see familiar faces once in a while. Cabbed home with Darling after work cause there were no more buses.

I'm surprise to hear that I have another niece named Charlotte. I barely even knew her existence until a few days ago. Went for her full month celebration today at Zhong Yi's place. Charlotte's really adorable. Three newborn babies in the family, two more on the way. :D

Something really pissed me of yesterday. This ex- worker of Haagen Dazs came for ice cream. He was watching me scoop the ice cream and said that my skills were getting better. Then he went on saying, "but girls can't be kitchen staff." Come on dickhead, you're a guy and you can't even stand the training in kitchen. You even had to quit to escape from everything. Are you even fit to be called a man? Its obvious that you look down on girls. Wake up, females and males are of equal standing in this society. We don't discriminate based on gender. And please, that ex- girlfriend of yours is also training for kitchen now. Why don't I see you saying such things to her? You're nothing but a loser in my eyes.

Okay, I've finished venting my anger. I feel so much better.

2007-12-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

I'll be working full shift tml and that sucks big time. Leaving for Genting on Tuesday morning. This means, I'll have to pack my bags tonight because I'll be home lateeeee tml. D:

Work was super fun today though the guys kept teasing me. Well, I can't say much cause there ain't any no girls in the kitchen to back me up. The new chocolate flavour just arrived yesterday night. Dark Chocolate Orange flavour's launched today morning at our outlet. Tried it when I started work just now. Its bitter but popular. Wonder why people liked it. Without the orange peel, it'll be really good. Wanted to go to Siglap to look for Ika with Jimmy but my nicest Mum was waiting for me to go for dinner together.

Sissy's friends are having a slumber party at our place now. We'll be doing girlish things all night but I have work at 10 tml. ): ):

Many many love to Darling for the bear and everything. (:

2007-12-06T16:01:00.000+08:00

He's magic and myth.

Working everyday is a chore, I can barely enjoy life. Haven't been meeting up Angel for ages, I miss her plenty. Dearest gave me a surprise by appearing suddenly after work on Tuesday. Gave him a pint of Tiramisu ice cream for him and his family. I brought home two pints of ice cream myself. Ice cream, waffles, fondues, apple pies will really fatten me. Thats the advantages of working in Haagen Dazs.

I detest rain and I refuse to leave home if it is raining on any other day. However, yesterday was different, it was my only off day. Went ahead with my plans though it was pouring heavily. Penisular to get Ren Aun's jeans. Watched The Tattooist at Plaza Sing. Dinner and home. I wish the day was longer. D:

Last minute decision by my parents to go to Genting. Tracy promised to let the four of us off work next week. Haven't gone overseas with cousins for ages already, so I'm kinda excited. But, I'll miss Dearest.

2007-12-03T12:04:00.000+08:00

I've been learning how to scoop ice cream. I'm proud to say that I'm the first lady in the kitchen at Tampines outlet. Jun Jia and Jimmy taught me plenty of stuffs yesterday. Gotta run, working again, off on Wednesday though. (:

2007-11-26T10:53:00.000+08:00

Is this love or myth?

Party on Saturday at Marcus' place. It was meant to be a class party but ended up being a mini friends gathering. Credits to Audi for starting the fire and cooking. After all the eating and the drinking, the horror began. The guys played some horror film and I sat there watching with Bart, Sylvia, Aliana and the guys. Hansel pranked us by banging hard on the windows at the scary moments. Absol-peach was brought out, Shahrul din't get drunk this time round. Sylvia gave me a lift home via cab.

It was really wonderful to meet everyone again, I missed them. I had my share of fun. Thank you, Marcus, for holding the party. You should do it again. Yes, thank you to Ali as well for her super delicious Chocz cake. :D

2007-11-17T12:55:00.000+08:00

We don't need no more that he said she said.

Started work on Thursday. Alvan, Wei Quan and a few other guys were on duty, I was the only girl. T.T It was kinda tough, remembering the ice cream flavours and table setting. The guys really helped me a lot by drawing the whole shop's setting, showing me how to serve the customers and teaching me how to make recommendations and how to write the orders. They kept disturbing me though, by asking me to wash the bowls which is not within my job scope. Learning the different ice cream flavours means trying and I tried those flavours that I was really interested in.

Surprise visit from Alvan's Mum, Michelle, Guo Rui and Hui Juan. As usual, they managed to make me laugh. Last few customers went at 12, did some packing up. After the whole place was cleaned up, we started our feast. The guys kept asking me to try out the food. My stomach was filled with waffles, apple pie, brownies, cookies and ice creams - a really good opportunity to gain weight. :D

Y'know, it feels good to be working. There's so much things to learn and you're having loads of fun at the time. Furthermore, its really gives me great satisfaction to see the customers leave the shop with a wide grin on their faces. Its really tiring but to me, its worth the while. (: (:

2007-11-13T11:47:00.000+08:00

In the end, you're the one who has to live with yourself.

I hereby declare that O'levels have ended officially for ME! Poa MCQ was alright. All I have to do now is to sit, enjoy and wait for my results. I might not do well but at least I tried.

I'll be starting work soon at Siglap's Haagen Dazs. Thats the reason why I went for the typoid jab. Jeez, I'm sure I'll have loads of fun. Qi, Alvan and Wei Quan are all working there. We'll be cooking up a storm. Can't wait for saturday to come. Qi, Alvan and I are in the same shift. :D Okay, family are betting that I can't work for long. I'm soooo gonna prove them wrong.

Yay, Grandpapa's birthday celebration tonight. Dad says they're celebrating the end of my O's as well. HAHA. Right, sense the sacarsm?

2007-11-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

To tolerate You and your hissy fits is more of an obligation now.

Though I'm not officially done with O's, I'm back. What's left is Poa MCQ now. I don't think I'll be doing well so Shatec is on my cards now.

07/11/07, Wed:
Happy Birthday to Zi Qi and Gu Boon! (:

Met Qi, Wei Quan and Alvan and went for our typoid jab. It din't hurt like I expected it to. Rushed home to change for dinner at Marina South. I din't want to go to that God damned place but Mum insisted it cause Dad's giving his workers a treat. =.=

Went to chalet to celebrate Qi's birthday. The chalet's unit number is 7! They specially booked it on the 7th. Majong, cards and talks. Zheng Hou's dad came to fetch him. Sissy and I hitched a ride to Downtown East to get some food. Both of us then walked back to Aloha. That's a feat eh? The road was long and dark. Some jerk even waved at us when he went pass us on cab.

Came home at 12plus and slept. :D

2007-10-24T20:52:00.000+08:00

Chemistry died on me today. T.T Not much harm done though, I'm not taking Science as one of my subjects.

Until this O'levels misery ends, goodbye people.

2007-10-10T16:31:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Sylvia!

Just hanging around with Angel can be really sweet. We can enjoy ourselves to the greatest extent just by fooling around, taking pictures after pictures. She's always here for me when I need someone to be quiet with or when I have some serious bitching to do. I hearts Debbie to the power of thousands! :D

Right, I'm lazy to upload the pictures. Go on to Angel's blog to see it all. :D

http://www.xanga.com/queenstarr

Met Ren Aun for breakfast at Alj early this morning. Thank you, Ren Aun, for walking to the bus stop to meet me though its outta your way. (: Walked back to school in the scorching sun. Singapore's weather is getting more humid each day. Lessons, slept through Geo. I was awfully tired. Pon English with Debbie and Pei Qi. Its been so long since I saw that Chuchu, missed her! Had brunch at the coffeeshop opposite the library. Saw Yasser, that guy, I so wanna kill him for doing the disappearing act. Library, bubble tea, home, lunched and here I am. Yay, I think I'm gonna gain weight from the pigging out. Eating three meals long before evening is gonna make me gain, gain and gain and I like it like that! :D

O's coming in less than two weeks. To be honest, I'm not at all ready/ confident to take the exams. There are even times when I'll feel like giving up. Thoughts of re- taking O's next year comes to visit me frequently. I'll try though, cause I have the support of my friends. Debbie, Ren Aun, Nerrell and Shirlene have been really supportive. I still wouldn't know if I would have any results or not, but thank you so much for your encouragements. I would have long given up without them. (:

Y'know, I miss you like hell. You've been in my life for more than five years and out of the sudden, you're gone. Its feels weird and it needs lots of getting used to. I can't deny that I was at fault in the past. We definitely can't pick up things where we left them at, but we certainly can make things a teeny bit better. I'll just cross my fingers. I love you still, best friend and I hope you enjoy your very own special day. (:

There's another you that makes things worst. Its ironic how things turn out this way. We made promises not to forget each other after leaving Gm and to keep in contact. You were the one who keep assuring me that we wouldn't lose contact. Funny how things changes huh? I'm not blaming you for everything that happened, I just wished things din't turn out this way. Just like I've told you in the past, you'll be important to me even as a friend, always.

dinner. :D

2007-10-03T11:29:00.000+08:00

Hello hello, this is Yan Hui's soul blogging. :X

Pon school today, thank God that Debbie din't go school as well or she'll be alone in class. Haven't been sleeping well these days, stress is getting into my head. I'll die at the rate I'm going. My pimples are all coming out! Stresssssssssssssssssssss! T.T

Tuition with Jeremy yesterday, Alvan did not come. When the teacher asked about the dinner, I was so embarrassed. D: I'm sorry Kar Wai that I had to pangseh you after promising to go for night study with you yesterday cause I had tuition!

Conclusion of today, algebra is created specially to torment students. The person who came up with it should be banished to the 18th level of Hell.

Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop.

2007-10-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

> The Sims. :X

> Elaine & Me. (:

Mr Paul gave us chocolates today because its Children's Day. We're still young at heart. (: English mock test was sucky. I couldn't find all the points for the summary. I sure as hell hope this wouldn't happen during the O's or I'll be dead. Not, not, not going for night studies today cause Nerrell has tuition.

Hopefully, I'll still have enough time to catch up with all my work. Maths, Science, Lit, Accounts, Combined Humans. So much to do, so little time. :(

Thursday, 27/09:

Stayed overnight at Guo Zhong's house to help him with his wedding preparation. Actually, I din't really help. I just lazed around watching tv and reading books. :X Sissy was the emcee for the dinner so she had to practice real hard with Eric for the speech. Slept at 3plus that night.

Friday, 28/09:
The Big Day. The guys went around to the bride's place at 6plus. It is interesting to hear about the things Hui Juan's friend did to them. Their hairy legs are now super sexy because it was partially waxed. LOLOL!

Went to the hotel with Qi, Guo Rui and Michelle. Changed my clothes and the person did my make- up. Bought coffee for the rest cause they woke up damn early that morning. Dinner wasn't the same as other wedding dinners cause Alvan and Sissy were busy with their "duties".

And it's just too hard to watch it all .. slowly fade away.

2007-09-22T13:28:00.000+08:00

Down with a deadly bout of flu. :(

Keaden's full month celebration yesterday. He's really tiny and adorable. Was hanging around the pool with cousins and Aunt Sheila when we saw some of the residents of the condo playing with lanterns. Mooncake Festival's round the corner. Cousins are coming later to play with sparklers and lanterns. Ah, I remember how we used to play with them when we were still kids. (:

I'm supposed to go out with Nerrell & Co to study today, but I'm sick. Sorry girls, next week?

2007-09-19T19:37:00.000+08:00

You'll be okay.

Literature paper was so- so. Studying with Jie Kai is very stressful. I gave my fullest attention to whatever he was saying. Things that I never knew, I learnt them yesterday. Maybe I should study more with Jie Kai. Afterall, he can help with everything and I need help.

Prelims will be ending soon. Another 5 or 6 weeks later, I'll be graduating. Maybe I'll miss those familiar faces I've been seeing for years. Maybe I'll miss Faith 4-4 and Miss Tay. Maybe I'll miss my good/ close friends. Maybe I'll miss Besties. Maybe I'll miss you. Maybe I wouldn't miss anything.

Chinese paper 2 tml. There's nothing to study. I kinda regret taking Chinese again. I've lost touch with it, I don't remember how to write so many words. :(

2007-09-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

To hear your voice, above the noise.

No Sentosa, no suntan all because of the bloody rain. It sucks big time to have your plans spoilt. :(

Poa lessons were cancelled. Marcus and I were already on our way there when Samuel texted me. We still went to Mac with Yasser anyway. Slacked, lunched and crapped. Bro came to fetch me home. Slept. :D

Made plans to study with Wei Quan tml, might be staying over at his place tonight so I don't have to go there on my own in the morning.

Might not be blogging often here anymore. All the secrets and bitching will be done in a private blog that will be opened to close friends only. :D Well, it beats letting somebody know everything about my life.

2007-09-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

Finally, a break from books and prelims.

Literature and Poa paper 2 today. Its all so screwed up. I couldn't finish my Literature, I still had plenty to write! x(

Anyhow, forget about the break that I said just now. I still have Poa lessons with Mr Lee at Mac tml. Study, study and more studies. Gotta buck up, I don't wanna fail my O's. T.T I regret not studying from the start.

Sentosa tml? I wanna go suntan! Hui Shan have free tickets. :D

2007-09-10T18:37:00.000+08:00

Cause then you'll see my heart, in the saddest state its ever been.

Yi Zhuang just gave me some candies. what a nice way to cheer me up. :D

Ss prelim paper today. Source based was kinda difficult but essay based would be easy, if I studied. that is if I studied. well, I can blame no one but myself for not studying. I promise I'll start studying today, no more procrastinating. I'm so gonna adorn my room's walls with bright, colourful and big formulas/ notes.

Rashes attack during the SS paper, was itching like I had chicken pox all over again. Surfed the crimson waves today. No one brought the stuff I needed most, absoutely no one. Tell me how bad can today get? Things only began to look up after lunching with Nerrell, Von and Gerald. 'studied' in the library until Gerald had this sudden craving for Ben & Jerry's. cabbed to Suntec, Ben & Jerry's and Sakae Sushi. :D Rushed home for tuition but din't go in the end.

Holidays weren't exactly holidays for me. I had to go back for lessons five out of nine days. Lessons weren't that bad though. We started late and ended early. I even met up with Jeff on Monday after remedial. Had lots of catching up to do with him. Maybe it'll be a Harbin gathering some time in the Dec break? (:

Yasser's birthday last Friday. We had a blast. I reckon the Seoul Garden staffs din't have such a good time though. I bet they had a hard time cleaning after us and the diaster the boys left. Tsk tsk, boys. I don't know who the pictures are with so I can't post any up.

Dinner, then MUG! D:

2007-09-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

let's see, yesterday was kinda eventful.

Poa lessons in the morning with Mr Lee. Marcus and Yasser insisted on having their favourite curry puffs so we walked to 106 to buy it, slacked at Mac with the both of them, lunched with Marcus at the coffeeshop opposite library, 155, Daddy's office and home. :D slept my afternoon away, I need my daily dosage of nap. (:

Priscilla's birthday party was .. nicee? her family are like super friendly, Amos and Joan were there. :D the cake was delicious, so creamy and strawberry-y. don't really know the rest of the people there though.

met Marcus, Wilson and Aaron with Sissy and Jk after the party. walked to Geylang. I din't see much cause we weren't near 'the hot spots'. drank the famous soya bean drink and went home via 13. Jk was rushing home to do his assignment. mmm, a supposedly enriching visit to Geylang amounted to nothing but blisters on my leg and a cup of soya bean. tsks. Marcus & Co saw loads. :(

ok, I so did not study. I slept, eat and slept again. went to Granny's place for dinner. there was nothing much for us to do even though all my cousins were there so my sisters and I went home first. and here I am blogging. (:

haven't seen Jeff for a long timeeeeeee. might be meeting him at Bugis tml. heh, my long lost twin. :D we don't have to leave it to fate to meet.

I'm off.

2007-09-01T13:35:00.001+08:00

You've shown amazing patience with someone -- but today it might be time to move on.

maybe it is time to move on?

I'll blog about today later, too tired now.

2007-08-31T20:21:00.000+08:00

We're running from the past.

Teachers' Day celebration at sec school was kinda sucky. whatever happened to good old performances? its all games today. -.-

slacked around with Nerrell, Yasser & Co after Sylvia and Marcus left for Cityhall. accompanied Nerrell back to primary school with her ex-classmates. Nerrell left after a while, I guess she was kinda pissed. met Yasser & Co again. went round looking for our teachers. wanted to go home but decided against it after Kar Wai got off the bus.

saw Janice and Jie Kai on the way to meet Sylvia, Marcus and Kai Kiat at Marina Square. how nice to spill out everything about my super horrible day to Sylvia. bought a 'Bestie' necklace from Diva.

met a lot of ex-Gm pri/ sec today. its been a long time since I last saw or even contacted them. I was darn surprised to see Afiq visiting the primary school. he looks so different now, could hardly recognise him. I can't believe I'll be leaving my school in another 3 months time. :(

Jk motivates me better than Adam Khoo. :D I'm thinking of mugging instead of playing during the hols now. but action speaks louder than words, so I really have to make sure I'll do it. got loads of things up tml. one of them includes visiting Geylang with my buddies to understand more about its night life. :X

photos up next time. lazy to upload them.

2007-08-23T18:00:00.000+08:00

hello there.

promises that I had made to myself about blogging wasn't kept. every weekday's been spent at school or sleeping. I'm having a really hard time catching up with the work that I've been missing out on. Poa, Maths and Science is no easy feat. plus side, we don't have remedials this week except today and I've skipped it. (:

school hadn't changed one bit. tiring, fun and boring all at one go, its a weird mixture though. the bug must be here again cause teachers hadn't been coming. Thanksgiving on is on this Saturday and all graduating classes have to attend. I'm thinking about whether I should go anot. or maybe I should go for a picnic with Sissy and Jk. :D

I've taken my English oral two days ago. I'm gonna thank my lucky stars for not being scheduled to take it yesterday cause technology is so much easier than 'space'. (: heard from my classmates that my oral examiners were from St Andrews and Cedar Girls. they weren't as intimidating as my classmates described. in fact, they were very nice and kept smiling encouragingly at me.

my baby nephew just came into this world yesterday! my parents and two sisters took a walk to East Shore yesterday to visit Lena. yay! I've got a little niece and nephew to play with. :DDD

maybe what your friend told me is just a little made-up tale in my mind to make me feel better. I don't know what is going on between the both of us. we never sorted things out from the start. we swept it under the carpet and sat on it. I don't even know what is going on now. maybe all this shouldn't have happened, maybe being friends would have been better for both of us. I know I shouldn't have believed in what your friend said, its sounded too good to be true.

its high time I thought about my future now. Nerrell and I have always been dreaming about moving over to Australia and hooking up with hot 'angmoh' guys. We'll think about how we'll build our houses side by side and live next to Shirlene, living rich 'tai tai's' life with a couple of blue- eyed kids. well, this is not even a dream. its just a fantasy. people have been asking what do I want as an occupation in the future, what course do I want to study, what if I can't get into my ideal course. I've been shrugging off these questions and until now I still haven't found my answers. I've always wanted to go abroad to study. yes, I love Singapore, my family and my relatives here. yet I just want to go out to see the world and have some fun before I finally settle down. Mum and Dad would be first to object though. they'll say that studying overseas is really expensive and I probably ain't mature enough to look after myself, both of which are true.

I have this feeling that I wouldn't do well for my O's. there's also a high chance of me retaking it next year. it'll bring trouble though. Literature text varies each year. ARGH! I need time, time & time. Science tuition, anybody?

&& Happy Birthday to Yi Zhuang! :DD

2007-08-04T10:59:00.000+08:00

school, studies and friends are taking up a large portion of my time now. I'm seriously lacking of sleep now. check out the dark eye rings and eyebags.

Jk's 21st birthday yesterday. the party was awesome. We got to meet up with his lovely parents, they're really nice people. Sissy's and his friends were there as well. ate and mingled. enjoyed myself. (:

CIP yesterday was boring. my hands stink after the use of thinner. its so unfair that other classes did flag day and we'll have to do all those chores.

Miss Lim's coming to our class for a sit in on Tuesday. why? because our class had to much discipline cases lately. =.= our class din't give Miss Tay trouble when we were Sec 3s, but teachers have been complaining non stop lately. tsk tsk, I guess our classmates have really warmed up to each other after a year.

oh, and we're doing jerseys for class tee shirt. :D I'm gonna love our class advertisment/ photo page in the school magazine. its so funny! HAHAHAH!

tata.

2007-07-28T13:30:00.000+08:00

studying.
update another time. (:

2007-07-23T18:40:00.000+08:00

You've got it real bad.

Saturday, 21/07/07:
Sylvia, Hansel, Marcus, Yasser, Dwi and I offered do flag day even though it wasn't compulsory for our class. WOAH!

we dint slack, go shopping or go for movies. we really collected money, in the rain, for more than an hour. DOUBLE WOAH!

our tins were heavy. TRIPLE WOAH!

met Sylvia, Nerrell and Yasser on the Mrt. went to Tampines Mall's Mac while waiting for others. saw a lot of people reading/ taking Harry Potter. (: collected the tins after Dwi, Hansel and Marcus came. took Mrt to City Hall and met Gu Boon and Jared. walked around, ate and collected money in the rain. x(

got balloons from Borders. :D Yasser was Mr Nice Guy that day. even though he know it looks gay, he carried my bag cause it was heavy with money. (: returned the tins at Tampines, met Nerrell, slacked around and went home. slept, ate dinner and time for Harry Potter! read till 3.30 and went to sleep again.

Sunday, 22/07/07:
went to niece's full month celebration. cousins wanted to give Sissy and I a lift but ended up shopping with them for their unborn baby's stuff. went to Aunt Jen's place for dinner.

2007-07-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

Pictures first?
these were taken on Saturday. :D

ahh! grow fringe, GROW!

Shahrul, Jared, Harry Potter and I.

Shahrul's busy seducing and kissing my Harry Potter! x(

GuBoon, Sylvia and I with rabbit ears. LOL!

Jared's poking my doll's eyes.

this is why Toy-R-Us is bad for kids. :X

school's same old.
study, play, eat and sleep. (:

Physics practical was boring though. I prefer Chemistry practical. mixing chemicals is so much more fun. Sylvia went to cut her fringe, Nerrell, Kar Wai, Samuel and I accompanied her. wanted to go to eat mac, but Nerrell and I went to trim our eyebrows first. went home after that cause the rest already left.

CIP tml. other classes are doing flag day while our class is painting benches. tell me how unfair is that? I wanna do flag day but the painting of benches is compulsory. damn.

oh yes, prom at Holiday Inn Hotel. its $65/ person. dress, shoes, bag, medicure, pedicure, make up & hair might cost up to hundreds. should I go? ponders*

thats when I love you. (:

2007-07-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

the past two days had been great. (: (:

although many people had last minute appointments and din't manage to come, Sissy's birthday party on Friday had been a great success. although most of her sec school friends couldn't recognise me, they remember the short little girl I once was. I still remember those times where I'll run around the garden bare-footed to chase after them. it's nice seeing them after so long. Sissy's mates are really nice people, some of the guys are really good looking as well. ^^

partying was great, clearing up was not. had to help Mum, Dad and Jk clean up the place. we couldn't possibly let the birthday girl do the job, could we? took a bathe after the clean up, watched Sis open her birthday presents. she's got a haul this year. Jk stayed over at our place. I fell asleep as soon as my head touched the pillow, was really tired.

Sissy woke me up several times yesterday. she even climbed up my bed saying she's 21 years old already. I drifted back to sleep until Sylvia called me to wake me up.

met the others at Suntec with Jared. tickets for Harry Potter were all sold out at other places. I wanted to kill Sylvia when I heard that the tickets avaliable were at the second row. missed the 'dementors' part of the movie cause Shahrul came late. some inconsiderate people plonked their butts on our seats and refused to move. the weird thing was one guy actually had the same ticket as us. Daniel and Shahrul had to sit in the first row in the end. Sylvia and I kept giggling when people weren't even laughing, inside joke. :D Sylvia, her bro, Gu Boon, Ding and I walked to CityHall to take Mrt. Sylvia's bro really is talkative. Gu Boon managed to entertain him. applause* he's really good at handling little kids.

met Alvan by coincidence while walking home. Qi, Venice, Hui Jun and Qiu Yu were at my place when I came home. sensed something wrong between Alvan and Qi. ate dinner, gossiped in my room, walked Hui Jun and Qiu Yu to the bus stop, bathe. Alvan came back and everything ended well and good. (: slept early.

Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix was really good. the effects, as usual, were great. the only thing that was lacking was that a lot of parts from the book were cut off in the movie. things were supposed to happen this way, happened another way. on the other hand, if the movie was filmed based on the entire book, our contact lenses could have gone dry in our eyes and our butts would be aching.

my hair's screwed up. argh, Gu Boon can't stop laughing at my noob fringe each time he sees me. x( I swear I'll make fun of him the next time he cuts his hair. wahahah!

things between us hadn't been going smoothly. I admit that I've been neglecting you guys on my part. I really don't know what to do to make things alright. we've all been busy with our own stuffs. you guys can't deny that you've been busy with your own lives either. hopefully things'll just get better.

Chinese O' levels Listening tml. I need more luck luck luck. hopefully I'll pass Chinese, I don wanna face the bitchface Ivy Choong again. she's a pain in the arse teacher who has nothing better to do but to pick on our class. oh, my oral's pretty pathetic. my topic was all about recycling and stuffs. how do you say green house effect, recycling bin and global warming in chinese anyw?

But I don't want to be into you, if you're not looking for true love.

2007-07-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday to YANXI!

I hadn't been blogging for the past few days cause I've been busy with Sissy's stuff. party at our place later. (:

Harry Potter with Sylvia, Gu Boon, Hansel and company tml. :D

gotta run, change clothes and stuff, I'll blog soon.

2007-07-07T17:17:00.000+08:00

Cause our run will never be over, not at least until we say.

Arts Night> BESTIES. :D

well, Chinese O'level Oral was postponed. many teachers were against the idea of me taking it yesterday cause I had no voice. ok, I had my voice but I couldn't project it and I had to go close to people's ear to whisper whatever I wanted to say. I was just telling Shirlene and Nerrell that a chatterbox like me shouldn't lose my voice at all.

postponing the oral brought me a lot of trouble. I had no Mc for yesterday and I had to go to the clinic to extend my Mc and bring it back to school. the doctor was extremely kind to prescribe more medicine for me. yes, more medicine for my poor throat. Audi saw my bag of medicine I had before I saw the doctor the second time and he was like, "You really have hand and leg cancer? so many medicine!"

Mum was in school for Merlynn's 'Meet the parents session' and the queue was really long. I went to the canteen and hang around with Sylvia, GuBoon, Hansel & company. waited for Mum and Merlynn for a long time, went home, toppled on top of my comfy bed and sleeeep - the effect of medicine.

spending a day in school without my voice is living hell. everyone was making fun of the voiceless Yan Hui. some thought I was playing with them, some mimicked my actions. Ren Aun even told Bibek I'm 'Ariel'. little mermaid had to lose her voice to swop her tail for a pair of legs and I had to lose my voice to postpone my oral.

its reported in the papers that a lot of people in Singapore are getting married/ engaged today, on the 07/07/07. I know of this couple that got together on the 7th some months ago, by coincidence. they went through a lot together, having occasional tiffs, but they never had any major quarrels/ break- ups. the amazing thing is that they got together 7 minutes (7 again!) after midnight. today, they're celebrating their 10th months together.

Happy 10th Month, Gary & Shirlene! :DD

2007-07-05T18:00:00.000+08:00

tsk tsk, cough medicine's making me real drowsy.

school's starting at 10 tml and that means more sleep. I've got Chinese O'level oral tml and I'm starting to freak out about it. I've got a sore throat and I'm still not feeling well. what if I screw my oral? :(

I was supposed to go for New South Wales retest yesterday. but I wasn't feeling too good, so I went to see the doctor, got my medicine, went home and sleep. I could feel the temperature rising. keep waking up and drifting back to sleep again.

dint go to school today cause I still wasn't feeling well. even if I went to school, climbing up to the 5th floor could kill me. woke up, eat, sleep, eat, sleep. dint have much of an appetite though and the medicine sucked. :(

anyw, I gotta go rest now. wish me luck for my oral. I don wanna fail Chinese.

I'm so over it.

2007-06-30T14:05:00.000+08:00

Hello to Geylang East & Good Bye to Kallang Bahru.
pictures first?

memories we left behind at the old holding site:

I'm officially loved by Sylvia. (:

See Hansel, you're loved by Sylvia and Yan Hui. :D

I think the words in black were written by Yasser, those in white were written by me.
I know, its lame. =.=

Arts Night, 29/06/07:

My greatest bro, Ren Aun aka RA & I. (:

Me, Nerrell & Candice. Candice looked so unglam, but she did it on purpose. =.=

Sylvia, Nerrell & me fooling around at the Mrt station. :D

it takes time to adapt the new premises. having to climb the stairs all the way to the fifth storey is tough work. anyhow, the premises are alright. I have a fantastic view of the school and the outside world. :D

29/06/07, Friday:
school ended at 11.30 yesterday because of Arts Night. Sylvia came over to my place, we had lunch and slacked around. took a nap after walking her to the bus stop. bathe, prepared my stuff and cabbed to Nerrell's place.

met Sylvia and went up to Nerrell's place. Candice and Von were late. ate, prepared and cabbed to Singapore Poly for the Arts Night. wasted all my money on cabbing yesterday. shouldn't have taken a cab to Singapore Poly. they allowed people to enter after they started! damn.

the performance was alright. mingled around during the interval. went to Bugis Mac for supper with my classmates, went home.

enjoyed myself yesterday, esp the performance part. sitting with Besties, Yasser, Shahrul & co after the interval was a real laugh. (:

when its not alright, when its not ok, will you try to make me feel better?

2007-06-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

lets just say, I'll dedicate this post specially to you. you're feeling honoured, aren't you? I've never posted specially for someone. I guess you're different, so different that it makes people feel disgusted.

see, I have no idea whether you were refering to me in your blog. its pretty obvious to me that you were. I'm not admitting to anything you've said anyw, cause I've got a clear conscience. but, I'm defending myself in case some people who've only seen one side of the story thinks that I'm really a low class bitch like you've described, which I'm so not.

Ps, & OMG! there this bytch that everyone dislikes alot, I mean REALLY dislike.
if everyone dislikes me, why isn't anyone spamming my tagboard and showing attitude straight into my face just to show that they, like you've said, dislike me?

many guys will like literally lose their appetite when they see her ((:
you think you're acting a drama? if they lose their appetite so easily, they really should visit the doctor you'd know. I bet you wouldn't want your bf to lose weight though, seeing that he can't afford to lose anymore.

alot of people has really labelled as 'HOPELESS'.
even if they did labelled me as 'HOPELESS', is it any of your business still. the fact is I din't hear anyone saying that to me. and even if they do say it behind me, I don mind so why should you even care?

she tries to act like she NO.1, showing off her acquaintance to everyone, even her relatives.
did I ever act like I'm NO.1? I don think so, I did nothing in my conscience to give people that impression. how in the hell can one show off their acquaintance? I mean, do you even know the definition of it? for your sake, I've put up the definition below. as you can see, I assume that you're using the first meaning. since my so called acquaintance are not close to me, how can I even flaunt them? if you hadn't been noticing me, how would you even know that my cousin or like you've said, relatives (note the plural) visit(s) me in school? for your own info, my cousin is the only relative other than my siblings who visit me at school. furthermore, he has every right to be seeing that he is an ex- GM student. I reckon you're just plain jealous that I have 'relatives' to visit me and you probably don have anyone to do so.

ac·quaint·ance:
1. a person known to one, but usually not a close friend.
2. the state of being acquainted.
3. personal knowledge as a result of study, experience, etc.: a good acquaintance with French wines.
4. (used with a plural verb) the persons with whom one is acquainted.

* she parades them like her stead? HOHO!
I believe most of the people who knows me understands very well that my cousins and I grew up together. I dare say they're more than just my cousins. they're my brother/ sisters and friends. since we treat each other like real blood siblings, why can't we link arms when we go out together? I can do nothing to make people think another way when they, on their own accord, thinks that my cousin is my stead.

people are saying that she cant hook up a REAL guy, so that is the closest for her XD HAHA! poor you lah ):
oh, define people then? you probably mean what you, your bf and group of friends said huh? like you've said, since I'm unable to hook up a REAL guy, why am I able to have an ex? better get your facts right, your lines really are contradicting. if you're so capable in hooking up guys, why don't I see streams of guys chasing after you or lavishing you with bunches of roses and love notes? there's no need to act like you pity me or something cause I really don need your 'concern'. its obvious to me that its fake to the extreme.

& how would I put my next point?
no one's asking for your comments so there's no need for you to put your next point.

she is really really dumb, thinking that whoever treats her well, actually likes her?
you're in no place to say that others are dumb, because you yourself aren't too bright. no offense to F4-5 people, but if you're really that smart, why aren't we seeing you in F4-1 with all those model students? its because you don have to ability to do so. well, at least I'm better than you. whats worst for you is you're being used and you don even realise that. you know something called courtesy? when somebody treats you nice, treat them nice back. don stab them right at their back.

in fact, they are just making fun of her and her looks & character! XD
when people make fun of you behind your back, you'll at least have a clue. I trust these people around me. I believe you're making all this up because you're far too deprived of attention and you're dying for some now.

but wadeva, she does not have a clue ((:
I don have to have a clue. if you're not guilty, what should you even be afraid of?

even her ex-stead is caught in the crime!
oh yeah? my ex have been pals with me for the past 6 years. I trust that he isn't such a person and you're making things up again. you really should check out what you posted. fact is that, I've asked him for the truth. he said he din't say anything and believe him with all my life.

I mean how pathectic can she be? (:
did you mean pathetic? now i see how pathetic you are in your english.

VERY, it seems to me.
well, thats your comments and no one wants/ needs your opinion anyw.

oh ya, when I was telling Dear about this, he had ALOT to say too xD
he has to learn to keep his comments to himself as well. on the other hand, what can we expect from people who has a wicked heart and a mean mouth?

like when one time he was eating & he saw that Bytch & how he totally lost his appetite, and another time guy had to like BLOCK the sight of her away from Him xDDDDDDDD
woah, how dramatic. one person can't really affect another's appetite so easily. I really suggest he should see some doctor. and ya, don push the blame all to others. its no good to wrong people.

it was so funny! ((:
oh, haha! I seeee your joke. you know, people believe in karma.

& ya, that Bytch has not idea that when sometimes she walk past, the guys will say EEEEEEEE ( really Loud!) to emphasise how gross she is (:
you probably mean 'has no idea'. aww, how nice. define guys please. I walk pass them all the time not hearing anything. my friends don hear anything either. are my friends and I having problems with our ears or are you hearing things? ohhh, how scary!

I still got alot to say, but it is a waste of my time.
I was starting to think that you should start going back to your books. I hate to see you doing badly, my heart goes all out to those who do not reap what they sow.

so I am just going to wait for what Dear vow to do to her one day ((:
gonna get your bf and his pals to do me in? clapclap* I'll be waiting. I can hardly wait to see what you're up to. for your own info, I can submit your whole blog post to the police for threatening. sigh, its just that I don wanna ruin your beautiful future.

it is going to be really bad, & at that time I will dedicate a WHOLE blog post of what happen with Pictures too! :D
you obviously don know the law. you just wanna get into a whole load of trouble, don ya? go ahead then, I'll be waiting.

come on, I dun wanna say ugly things. I don even label you a bitch, slut or anything worse. be thankful for that.

2007-06-19T23:29:00.000+08:00

Because You're not even fit to be called a Bimbo.

well, blog's getting wordy. so, pictures! some are rather old though.

My favourite niece, Shernice. (:

Aaron's wedding dinner. this was taken last Dec. :D

Me, Alvan & Merlynn @ Zhong Yi's wedding.

GuBoon, Sylvia & Me. Sylvia, you're not an intruder ok. =.=

Look, I took a picture with Cristiano Ronaldo. :X

Mum and Dad's gonna be busy this week cause my Aunt & Uncle from Holland has come to visit. how nice to have them off my back for a moment. :D they've gone to Fisherman's Village for a drink, wanted to join them but din't. who knows if I'm gonna be the only teenager there.

anyw, Sylvia's back. clapclap*
went for dental's appointment at SGH with her yesterday. saw Karwai, Bibek, Samuel & his gf there. things cropped up and I almost din't have my teeth checked. problems were solved in the end though. I still have to go back in July. :( walked to block 4 with Sylvia, Karwai and Bibek to get Sylvia's granny's medicine. wait, ate, walked 'pasa malam' and took a bus home.

I miss Jie! staying at home doesn't feel quite right without her. T.T

5 more hours to Jie's return!
2 more days to going back to new premies!
4 more days till school reopens!
23 more days to Harry Potter's movie & Jie's 21st Birthday!
31 more days to Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows!

and yes, Happy Birthday to Gerald aka Jialat! :DDD

2007-06-16T21:12:00.000+08:00

everyone's going overseas/ is already overseas, except me. :(
I miss Sylvia & her naggings. x(

I'm gonna make The List and pass it to Jie. she's going overseas and the right thing for her to do is to go shopping and buy loads of things back for her younger sister, right? PRESENTS, FOR ME! :DD I'm so going to miss her though. no one to irritate me for 4 days. T.T

the past few days have been relaxing? I dono, I haven't been doing much. sleeping, eating, watching tv and using the com has become a routine. I did study a little, but at least its better than nothing.

went to Qi's place to study yesterday. I did my Social Studies assignment that was due last week? I did it twice cause I read the question wrongly. *.* had dinner and went to Marina Square with Qi's family and Alvan. they bought they're stuffs, went to Hong Kong cafe to eat Mango Ice, went home. its been a long time since I saw Vivien.

I've been looking at the pictures I took with Besties, friends and cousins in the past. I do miss those times. it seems to me that we've all grown up, esp Besties.

You'd know, Besties. we've been through alot and did plenty of things together. we skipped Guides together, we experimented make up together, we learned how to doll up ourselves, we'll study together and pretty much fail/ pass in any subjects together, we'll play bball and tease the guys together. we've been there in each other's lives for 2 and a half years. you guys were always here whenever I need someone to hear me whine about something or another, esp Nerrell, Shirlene and Sylvia. although we hadn't been hanging out for ages and I'm always with other friends, I still love you guys. you all will always have a place in my heart. (:

there's this part of me that can't wait for the school holidays to end, but there's this part of me that dreads the reopening of school. like Kar Wai said to me, I miss her, him, they and everybody else. I can't believe that I actually miss my classmates, their silly jokes, their loud voices and noises. of course, I miss Besties and the pals that I often hang out with. x(

I miss you. but I'm afraid that I'll gradually forget how you look like, cause it's really been a very long time since I've last seen your face. maybe ..

hold me tight and say You'll leave me never.

2007-06-13T15:42:00.000+08:00

staying home today. (:
sometimes, home really is the most comfortable place.

watched Shrek 3 with Sylvia, her bro, Ren Aun, Hansel, Kar Wai, Bibek, Marcus and Jared on Monday. the show was real cute and funny. we laughed loud and hard in the cinema. oh, I remember hearing Kar Wai and Hansel's laughter. :D I had a great time hanging out with them at the arcade as well. (:

Went to Wild Wild Wet with Jie, Aunt, Cousin, my nieces and nephew yesterday. babysitting little kids was quite tough. but hey, little children can be real cute and sweet at times. they dragged me around, wanting me to accompany them on different rides. seeing them running around, playing on slides together makes me realise that they've all grown up and I've been around to witness their growth. :D I probably should go there again, with different people though, to see hot lifeguards. I saw quite a number of hot guys/ lifeguards. eyes gonna pop out! :X

went to rent some flicks with Jie. shopped and restocked our junk food. I probably should get Mum to buy a carton of Coke for me. its addictive! (:

so far away, I wish You were here.

2007-06-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

Shrek-ing later with Sylvia & company. :D

I'm supposed to give Mr Hansel a morning call today, but he isn't picking up the phone. argh, I'm gonna go crazy. ok, and he switched off his phone.

I'm off to bathe.

2007-06-09T20:33:00.000+08:00

Its officially holidays for us! :D

its a good time for us to enjoy every single moment. enjoy the sun, play in the rain, have sleepovers at chalets, go for shopping sprees, catch up on our lack of sleep, catch those interesting flicks & of course, burry ourselves under the piles of homework teachers threw at us before school break!

yes yes, speaking of chalet. Marcus, Hansel & co are gonna book a chalet. I know its a last minute thing and its our O'level year but, I wouldn't miss it for the world. (: Sylvia might not be going though, she's going to HongKong on Wed. tsk tsk, seems to me that everybody's going to HongKong except for me. T.T

I was so unlucky yesterday. for starters, I was late in meeting Hansel. I'm so sorry, Hansey! took 26, saw Yasser & Joel on the bus. they did their business at the Study Corner, walked to school. then there was this mango on the pavement and in short, it was Hansel's fault that Joel kicked it. phewwww, it landed on my skirt. damn, it was stained. lastly, saw Miss Lim when we were going up the stairs. we were stopped by her and another teacher, got some lecture.

lessons were alright, vandalised on our tables before we went off. its the last time we'll be seeing or using them. we're moving back to alj and these tables are gonna be left there for the next school, which they say is Cedar Girls. and so, Hansel & Yasser scribbled on their tables, "hello Cedar Girls! My name is Hansel/ Yasser." well, guys~

Eng seminar at Somerset after school. I've had enough of seminars for the week, had two Lit seminars earlier this week. Seminars are a bore. we were supposed to be dismissed at 5, but I had a wedding dinner to attend so I went off at 4.30.

dashed home, changed into the dress Debby lend me. she's such a sweetheart, lending me a pair of heels which she din't wear before. I'm so sorry to spoil it, angel. anyw, we were one of the first few to reach the club first. mingled around the crowds, going around chatting with those I knew.

dinner started, no handsome/ cute waiters this time. I miss our wonderful waiter from Marina Mandarin. all of us were reminiscing about how much we enjoyed our dinner with his services, his dancing, how we cheered for him, teasing him & filling in his feedback card. Aaron teased us saying he knew how we bullied his waiter during his wedding dinner, I dint know news spread so far. there was this waiter that looked like a jap that caught our attention. from another view, he looked like Jeff. ha, but he wasn't. I know cause he smoked after the dinner ended and Jeff doesn't smoke.

I'm gonna have a baby niece in 2 more weeks! & I'm gonna have a baby nephew in another 3 more months! && I'm gonna have another baby niece/ nephew in another 5-6 more months time! :D

I cleared the mountains of worksheet on my study table today, I'm ready to mug anytime now. (: I really should indulge myself in those clean worksheets, empty ten year series and blank workbooks now. I must make full use of this holidays to have fun and catch up on my work. I know I can do it. ok, maybe I can't.

everything I love about You is a mess.

2007-06-03T14:21:00.000+08:00

Hark, look who's the one talking?
that pot's calling the kettle black.

how time flies, its already June.
I've had the most happening, enjoyable & fruitful week. ((:
all this excessive going out & partying is bad for health. x(

I think I screwed up my Chinese O'levels. I suppose I'll have to re-take them. we'll have to wait till August/ Sept for the results, don't wanna think bout it now.

Thursday, 31/05:
woke up early cause I had tuition with Alvan and Jeremy at 8. I was so tired so I couldn't really concentrate, we had fun teasing the teacher. :XX

went home to change, then to temples to offer prayers. it's Vesak Day, so our parents dragged us there. planned to go to Suntec's IT fair with sisters, Jk, Qi and Alvan. changed our plan, Merlynn and I went to Raffles Place to meet KaiKiat and Marcus. Qi and Alvan came over awhile, Marcus went off. Qi and Alvan went off, then Hansel came. joked around till it was our turn. got our donuts for the party, then Ren Aun came.

rest our extremely tired legs at Burger King, walked to Marina Square, then Suntec. the guys played arcade while we wait for Marcus. went to Carl's Junior, Merlynn cried cause she lost her turtle. fooled around, made plenty of jokes and teased each other while waiting for Marcus. after 2hours plus, he finally came with his entire family. "3hours plus for the donuts worth it not?" had our dinner, went to arcade again, then home. :D

Friday, 01/06:

first lesson in the morning, Chemistry Practicals. I din't do much, just slacked around, chattering with my classmates. there's nothing much in the canteen, went to CC to get some drinks. nothing much happened then.

it was difficult to get home in the rain but still, we rushed home to get changed for the party later on. met Ren Aun, Aliana and Hafsah on 155, went to Marcus' place. many things happened then, Ren Aun realised he lost his wallet. lucky for him, somebody kind returned it to the bus company, so he'll get it back. (:

Marcus was late for like 2hours plus again, still we managed to entertain ourselves while waiting. and, partytime! we din't have to cook, chefs of the day- Audi & Leonard. Miss Tay was late, so we stuffed ourselves silly with food & drinks. sang birthday song for Miss Tay, she went off soon. then the real fun begins, Ren Aun's bottle of absol-peach was brought out. :D Sylvia and I shared a cup mixed with 7up. :DD ha, some guys drank it pure, Shahrul was the first one to get drunk! walked Sylvia and Xiu Wen to the bus stop with Gu Boon.

ok, fun came with a extremely heavy price. we had to follow Shahrul everywhere he went in case he do something silly, which he did. poor Yasser, Dwi and Audi had to take care of him. hailed a cab for them, then cabbed home with Jared.

Saturday, 02/05:
hangover, my head felt sore the entire day. x(

p.s, I love You.

2007-05-27T17:30:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday, Marcus! :D

well, wish me luck. tml's Chinese O' levels. I'm crossing my fingers and praying that I'll get a decent grade. Mum kept nagging at me to do my revision, but there's nothing much to study. argh, I can't help wondering if I'll be able to complete the paper. its like going through my private version of hell.

He's the Sweetest Drug.

2007-05-23T16:01:00.000+08:00

ages since I'd last posted, I din't have the time.

the MYEs ended last week, much has happened since. well, I've been out enjoying myself with my Beloveds. (well, like someone puts it anyway)

what I've been up to for the past week or so. I'll try to date them if I can remember. so, here it goes:

1. watched Corner, With Love.
well, it was alright. its was draggy, but really funny.

2. watching Prison Break, Season I.
the main character is a hunk, but thats half the reason I'm watching it. the show's seriously cool and I'm loving it. :D

3. towning.
yes, I've been to Orchard with Besties. Sylvia and I met Gu Boon after they've left. met Hansel, Rachel, Aliana, Ain and Daniel at Far East. had a blast walking around aimlessly Far east with Hansel & Co. pretty much enjoyed myself with everyone. (:

Friday, 18/05/07:

4. I went for Learning Journey.
surprise surprise! everyone was so shocked to see me there. HAHA! stupid Kar Wai kept pestering me to go, cause this year's the last year. it was kinda boring, but I din't regret going - I got to bond with my classmates. (;

5. Nerrell got me a dozen of donuts!
Nerrell, Shirlene and Von went to queue after the Learning Journey. those donuts were finger lickin good! thank you, darl! (:(:

6. hit Marina and Parkway with Sylvia, Debbie and Pei Qi.
I went there carrying a large box containing the donuts, my hands were aching. :(

7. class gathering at Miss Tay's place.
walked to Miss Tay's house from Parkway with Sylvia, Debbie & Pei Qi. it was farrrrr. not only were my hands aching, my legs were as well. ;( despite that, I enjoyed myself thoroughly.

8. slacked at the Fitness Corner behind Miss Tay's house.
chattered on and on with Sylvia and Yasser. we even went for a walk. T.T more walk .. ok, actually I suggested it. :X

Saturday, 19/05/07:

9. breakfast at Alj Mac.
Kar Wai and Hansel were supposed to turn up, but they so did not. they were all too tired cause we went home late from Miss Tay's place. Sylvia, Yasser, Dwi and I had our breakfast and headed to school.

10. Literature Seminar.
thats the reason we went to school for. that seminar bored me to tears, I so wanted to fall asleep there. x( I kept shifting around cause the seats were so uncomfortable. Yasser, Dwi and I had a good laugh though.

11. walk to Mrt Station.
the school's so stingy. they provided us with transportation to somewhere near town, but din't provide transport back. it was a long walk, my legs were already aching from the night before. ;(

12. towning again.
ok, we din't shop. Sylvia, Yasser, Dwi, Kar Wai, Bibek and I just wandered around aimlessly. went to Starbucks, Burger King and Starbucks again. had a great time laughing, talking and slacking with them. :DD

13. went home early.
we were all tired or we had our stuffs to do. I slept my day away. (:

Monday, 21/05/07:

14. skipped school.
din't get much sleep though. Sylvia texted me at 8plus, I could hardly sleep then.

15. met Shirlene, Nerrell and Von outside school.
everyone who saw me was like, "pangseh!" =.=

16. went to Bugis.
we din't shop, we slacked at the food court. gossiping and catching up with one another. I missed hanging out with them. (:(:

Tuesday, 22/05/07:

17. Dooms Day.
I got my results back, and yeah .. I wonder how my parents are gonna react to that. I passed my English and Chinese and flunked all the other subjects with F9s. talk about pathetic huh? my marks did improve though, and my Chinese improved by leaps and bounds. (;

18. skipped Chinese mock exam.
I skipped it cause I dislike that bitch who teaches me Chinese. dung, she mocked at me saying that I wouldn't be so lucky all the time to get an A2. ha, surprise huh? I've got an A2! XD

19. went to Sing Post, Subway for lunch.
Hansel, Marcus, Kar Ho and I had our lunch there. we played cards and were laughing and chatting. it was real fun. :D

and finally, Wednesday, 23/05/07:

20. I skipped school again.
Mum's nagging. she doesn't mind me not going to school, she just don't like the office to call. screw the school, why can't they just get of our back?

I'm off for tuition, gotta brush up my Chinese. O' levels are coming, I starting to panic. argh, stressss. x(

Neither here, Nor there.

2007-05-11T17:16:00.000+08:00

Everything that I do, reminds me of You.

its a sure thing that I'll flunk my Poa paper today. I couldn't do a single question. okay, maybe one. if i could get at least 5 marks, I'll be contented. Leonard kept borrowing stuffs from me during the paper. I dropped the correction tape for him. the teacher came over to look for it cause she knew I dropped something, but couldn't find it- it was already with Leonard. Sylvia admitted that she was laughing/ smiling to herself about it at the end of the paper. I saw Hansel and Leonard smiling to themselves during the paper as well! Mrs Kaan was collecting the papers and when she came to Hansel, she was stunned. everyone started to laugh cause that guy only handed in one sheet! :X

slacked around at the study corner under the block with Sylvia, Hansel, Yasser, Dwi, Marcus and Pearlyn. Sylvia went to SimLim with Marcus and Pearlyn. Hansel, Yasser and I went to the drop in centre cause they wanted to play pool. they said someone was following us, which wasn't true, and made me run with them. I feel so stupid now. :( they played pool while I watched. we got chased out soon, went to meet Johnson, slacked for awhile. caught Yasser and Hansel in gay action while walking to the bus stop! :D

took bus 26 with them, they were fooling around. eeeeee, Hansel's like sooo gay and Yasser practically had to fight him off. they wanted to go to Grandlink while I wanted to go home. I was browsing through the newspapers when they reached their stop. Hansel pushed me and said, "gogogo!" I was like so confused, so I got off that stop. after I got off the bus then I realised that I wanted to go home! Hansel kept laughing while I whacked him with the newspaper. damn, so paiseh! :(

how I feel, read my lips.

2007-05-08T14:18:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest baby sister, Sim Ru Yan Merlynn! :D

you know, dearest sis, how much I love you? though we often bicker over the smallest stuff, I do care about you. sometimes I scream and shout awful things at you, I don't mean it. you're forever my baby sister & I love you so. :D

Literature Paper One today. darn my stupid watch, the time wasn't accurate and I thought I still had plenty of time left. I din't have time to finish my paper! :(

paper started late today, so went to Alj Mac for breakfast. :D YuQi msged me at 8plus telling the rest had already reached though they hadn't. went there and saw Kai Kiat, Samuel and Bibek only. Yasser came soon cause I asked him to come down, I thought no one reached yet. :X Hansel cabbed down, Sylvia walked down and Kar Wai was the last to reach. Kar Wai, we din't wait for too long, a mere 20 minutes only. :X revenge is sweet. had a great time eating, chatting and laughing with them. :D took the first bus 80 with Hansel, Yasser and Sylvia while Kar Wai, Kai Kiat and Bibek took the second one. saw bus 26 behind us, so we quickly got off 80 while Kar Wai & co happily took 80. they were lucky 26 din't overtake 80.

just had tuition with Alvan and Jeremy. was surprised when I saw Alvan cause I din't expect to see him there. gotta change, we're going out for dinner soon.

its a mutual feeling, hon.

2007-05-07T18:57:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Mr Shan Shan, Hansel! (:

today, Geography sucked. its a sure thing that I'll score nothing for mapwork. I hadn't had time to complete my paper. scoring for Geography wouldn't make much of a difference cause I'll definitely flunk my Social Studies. I need more time! x(

I'll have to say goodbye already. its dinner timeeeeee. this post seems more like a hi & goodbye post. I promise I'll do a long post when I'm finally free. :X

2007-04-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

Mr Hansel, this is specially for YOU! ;D
its your favourite pose, isn't it?

Gu Boon got me this for my birthday. I really like it alot. (:

Thank You SO MUCH!

You're really not worth all these conflicts.
and You know something? You're really starting to bore me.

I hadn't had the time to use the com for ages and I'm finally able to blog. plenty of things happened this week and its been real tiring. time din't exactly fly, but it din't exactly stand still as well.

I neither hate nor love You in the past. well, that was the past. I can't understand why You just wanna make things worse. why You can't seem to let things go? perhaps You're mentally unstable or maybe You just want to prove to us that you're something. no point doing that, we already think that you're a 'something'. a double faced bitch, thats what you are in our eyes. after our O's, the rest of us will still be bonded, doing fabulous things that we've planned for ages, together. You're not longer part of our plans. grow up from Your childish mindset of trying to find trouble with us when we're trying to lead our own lives.

lets start with what happened today. I met Sylvia, Yasser, Kar Wai and Samuel for breakfast at Aljunied Mac. I'm so so sorry to make them wait for me. wanted to take bus 64 to school but Yasser was grumbling that the bus stop's far. so we took bus 80, then changed to bus 26. had Poa lessons and learnt something. (:

wanted to lunch at Han's with Mr Lee, Kar Wai, Bibek, Leonard and Ren Aun but was kinda full. Sylvia was going to Sing Post so I arranged to meet Nerrell to go for our haircut together. Yasser was so nice to walk with me from the bus stop when he could change bus. walked from Sims Drive to Kallang cause Nerrell and I din't know that the salon has moved. waited for hours before we finally got our hair cut. today's my lucky day cause I saw handsome 'angmoh' guys. they were real hot. ;DDD

I'll keep this post short though I've got loads to say and plenty of pictures to show cause I've gotta run for supper. ;D

2007-04-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

A BIG BIG HUG & KISS FOR DEBBIE! she edited this picture for my birthday! I love this sister of mine plenty plenty! ;DDD

school was same old, same old. Hansel din't come today, Sylvia and I kinda felt empty without his noises. rawr, I'm shagged and I have heaps of homework to complete. ;(

well, I reckon Ivy Choong's Pms- ing again. the minute she stepped into classroom, she started nagging and she still dare claim that she's changed. I wasn't the only one who din't bring my Chinese textbook, she told me that she'll call Mummy if it happens again. =.= hell, she said that to me only. argh, I'm so pissed off with her.

din't go for Poa remedial today cause Singtel was going to deliver my new phone right to our doorstep and I had to be around. Sister and Mummy was nice to share and buy the phone for my birthday present. I love them tons! XD

You just don't know how much You mean to me.

2007-04-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Abigail! ;DD

I woke up super early this morning cause Mummy was yelling her lungs out asking us to change our bedsheets for her to wash. with her yellings, it was even possible to wake the dead up eh? I'm bone tired. conferenced with Gerald and Shirlene last night, Gerald made us laugh till the sides of our mouth ached. he's really crazy.

thank you to all those who remembered it was my birthday on Friday. thank you to those who wished me via sms, tags, phone calls & personally. though I din't feel like a birthday girl that day, it was nice to have people coming up to me and wishing me. I appreciate everybody's wishings plenty. I reckon it was because of moodswing that I felt down that day. A big big THANK YOU to Gu Boon for cheering me up that day! (:

its the first time my tagboard is bombarded with tags, so I'm replying in this post. TAGGY REPLIES:

Debby: Debbiko darling! thank you for buying the present. haha, I don't mind a belated birthday kiss from you. thank you for your wishings! I LOVE YOU HELL LOADS as well! muack!

GERA: linked. :D

JESMINE: THANK YOU SO MUCH!! (:

yilin: yar, you'll be too soon. you weren't feeling well a few days ago, get well soon. (:

von: thank you! XD

jeff: THANK YOU! yup, its fate to have known each other in China and share the same birthday. we haven't seen each other for a long time, meet up someday k? (:

jef: thank you! LOL, why abbot's bag? its like a tortoise shell. =X

zhenghou: sup, thank you for your wishing and your present. :D

PINGG: pingping! thank you! (:

Don't hate on me just because you didn't come up with it.

2007-04-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I do wonder if knowing You was a big mistake.

this week passed by rather quickly and tml's already Friday- A Black Friday.

PFT for the first half of the day today again. I slept in then went to school at 10plus cause I din't have to do PFT, going would have been a total waste of time. Daddy was nice to give me a lift to school in his new Toyota Camry. (: kinda slacked the day away cause I wasn't in the mood to study.

went to Mjr to see Alvan's wushu competition on Monday. we stayed there till 8plus to support Alvan. he was the best, he got a gold! cheers for him! (:

Daddy finally collected his new car yesterday and guess what? his new car plate number struck 4D that night, the number wasn't in that arrangement though. my aunts and uncle were sooo high. adults get excited easily, I just realised that they're super lame. && did I mention how much I loveeee Daddy's new car?

a big big thank you to Second Mummy, I got my first birthday present from her just now. it was so nice of her to give me a red packet to get whatever I wanted badly. ;D

2007-04-06T21:34:00.000+08:00

cause I'm sick of You and Your pretentious acts.
cut it out, stop acting like You care when You don't.

do me a favour, dig up a fuckin hole for me to hide in, will you?
I'm sick of You and Your everything. get the hell outta my life, I dun want to have anything to do with You anymore. why can't You just leave me alone in peace? You freakin spoiled every single good thing in my life. it seems to me that You're everywhere and I can't escape from your clutches.

&& grow up pls.

2007-04-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

after hours of sleep, I'm feeling soooo much better. ;DD

I'm sorry, Besties for ranting endlessly about wanting to go home just now. since young, I always get so moody and fucked up when I'm unwell. thousands of apologies for those who had to put up with my whines. I know I act like a kid when I'm sick and its pathetic.

& a million thanks to those who showed their concern to me falling sick, my wrist cut and my bruise. I'm soooo touched. (:

Be my escape, I dying to get outta here.

2007-04-04T18:26:00.000+08:00

I'm sooo tired. T.T

was kinda pissed off during school time cause of some stupid bastard teacher who screamed and yelled at me just because of some tiny reason. screw him, he's so unreasonable. he spoiled my day. ;(

there was a mini concert after school near the canteen, we hung around there to see the performance. I dun think much of that guy,to me, he doesn't sing well. I reckon the others think just the same way cause Shahrul threw some coins at him. =X went to the basketball court to meet Diana and Shirlene with Gu Boon, Kar Ho and Shahrul. slacked around with them watching people play basketball & volleyball? Diana went off to meet first, then Shirlene went to meet Sylvia and Nerrell. went to bubble tea shop with the three gentlemen.=X went to school to get back my bag and went home with Gu Boon and Kar Ho.

my wrist got cut my some stupid metal stuff when I was watching the concert. T.T everybody was like, you cut yourself? I did not okay, I'm not some emo person who cuts myself when I'm down. =.=

Some bastards just don't know how to keep their hands to themselves.
(there's some story behind it, I'll blog about it the next time)

2007-04-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

Happy April Fools!

pranking people today is the funniest thing on Earth, esp if they're unaware of this day. ;DDD I pranked a few people today! heh heh!

the lucky number one: Candice
pranked her that I liked someone from our school and tormented her by asking does he like me, what should I do and so on. she din't quite believed me. my acting skills must have sucked on the phone. I only had her half- convinced, boo! ;(

Number two: Kar Wai
msged him that we have to finish ten questions of Poa in the TYS by tml. if we don't finish it, Miss Tay will punish us by making us stay back. I even lied to him that I finished it all. he really believed cause he forgot that it was April Fools! Gotcha! XD

number three: Gu Boon
msn-ed him that his class have to go back to school today if not he'll have suspension. he was like, "yaya, April Fools right?" I failed badly in this. T.T

I'm still thinking of other possible targets. Candice, Shirlene and I had a blast planning, conferencing and pranking after 12 midnight. I find Candice's prank on her pals most amusing. wanna know what she did? ask her, I'm pretty sure you'll laugh your arse off. ;DD

oh, and people tried to pranked me as well. Mr Chin Yong called me at 2plus and said he's Chin Yong's friend. 'he' said that Chin Yong asked 'him' to call me to tell me that he's going to get hacked by someone or something like that. its kinda confusing. I recognised that stupid Chin Yong's voice and he thinks I'm stupid. =.= boo Chin Yong, your plan got foiled! ;DDD

going to Granny's place later. I'm missing my cousins plenty, haven't been meeting them very often lately. everyone's busy with their stuffs. Wei Quan's always busy mapling while Alvan and Qi are always busy dating. x( I'm always the free one.

why don't You understand, that someone else's pain is not for gain?

2007-03-31T20:14:00.000+08:00

its a Saturday and I'm rotting at home. I'm darn bored. T.T

argh, I wanna get rid of my lousy Nokia phone. I'm soooo gonna pester Mummy for a new phonee. hopefully, Mummy will bring me to the nearest Hello! shop tml. *cross fingers*

Hui Shan's going to Australia, Perth this Wednesday. I so badly wanna ask her to help me buy tons of stuff from Duty Free. I reckon Mummy will kill me if I do so cause she'll end up paying again. ;X

I was watching this video on Abbot doing our punishment at the Adam Khoo workshop. I almost laughed my arse off, its like soooo stupid. I can't believe we did it. Hansel said that video wasted 5secs of his life. =.= those are "beautiful" memories okay. well, I kinda missed the jokes Danny said and those times ;(

there's a hair check on Monday, should I go cut my hair tml with Hui Shan? my fringe is over my eyebrow and covering my eyes already. its pathetic, I just cut my hair before Chinese New Year. ayes, why do my fringe grow so quickly anyway?

Quit playing games with my heart.

2007-03-30T20:48:00.000+08:00

don't make me hate You further,
I swear I'll make Your life living hell once I do so.

i'm using the laptop, wireless is abit unstable ;(
its been almost a week since i last blogged. well, actually i forgot what this week's been like already.

went to celebrate Bibek's birthday yesterday. Bibek treated us to nepalese food and errr, I'm not so sure if I enjoyed it that much. nevermind, whats important is that Bibek enjoys it. Kar Wai bought Sylvia and me both a rose each. I was sooo touched cause he's the first guy to buy me a flower. he's the best sayangs on Earth. ;DDD

nothing interesting happened in school today. T.T dint go for guides, went to Alj Mac to slack instead. we gossiped alot then Nerrell accompanied me to wait for 155 and all the while, we were bitching about somebody. ^^ I'm so not gonna say who we bitched about cause girls don't bitch and tell.

Gu Boon asked me to blog about him, so ...
Gu Boon's soooooooooo nice to accompany me when I was darn bored. ;DDD

2007-03-24T17:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to Darling Nerrell! ;D

do pardon me if cobwebs are seen in this blog, there isn't much to blog about lately. well, schooling life is pretty unhappening. ;(

23/03, Friday:
had four free periods cause Miss Tay wasn't here. (: some stupid trainee teacher came to relief for the first period. hell, she was sooo sucky.

was darn shagged at school cause I stayed up till 3plus trying to complete all my damned English assignments the night before. I shouldn't have stayed up doing them cause Mr Chia extended the deadline for those who had uncompleted work. obviously, I was one of them. ;X

hung around in the canteen with Gu Boon, Candice and Kar Ho while waiting for Nerrell to be dismissed from her Career Guidance. went for Guides and slacked around the basketball area. shoot a few hoops and watched the guys play basketball and soccer. ^^ it rained and we went for singsipration in the classroom. I left early cause I had 'something on' in the night. took my bag from the canteen and Gu Boon asked me to open my bag and see whats inside. Yasser left a surprise for me. =.= went home with Nerrell, Gu Boon, Candice and Sylvia.

I guess I'm really falling for You.

2007-03-21T22:14:00.000+08:00

everyday's tiring, today esp.

I lack sleep, I was feeling darn sleepy for the entire of today. by the way, we've changed Maths teacher. Mr Paul's teaching is better than Ms Tan's, but I do miss her. we were on our way to Maths when we saw a butterfly and somebody went to catch it and release it in front of Mr Paul saying its a gift. =.= on our way back, we saw the same butterfly again. they caught it, brought it back to class and release it. some girls started screaming at the sight of it, that was a real funny sight. =X

I passed my Geography test for the first time in my life with 7/10. it feels so good. XD

gotta run, beauty sleep's more important. (:

Don't make me happy for nothing.

2007-03-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

Too Emotional
by Vanessa Anne Hudgens

I thought I had control,
But I slipped, and I don’t, and I don’t know where to go.
I thought I knew it all,
But all I do is think about the next time I see you.
I thought I had control,
But we kissed, and I slipped and I don’t know where to go.
All I really know;
It’s getting too emotional.

When you came to me.
Yeah, I thought you’d be like every other guy that I’d ever met.
We’d hang for a while then I’d soon forget you,
But this is something new.
I was not prepared to wonder where you are when you’re not with me,
This feels so crazy.

I thought I had control,
But I slipped, and I don’t, and I don’t know where to go.
I thought I knew it all,
But all I do is think about the next time I see you.
I thought I had control,
But we kissed, and I slipped and I don’t know where to go.
All I really know;
It’s getting too emotional.

It’s a strange feeling,
To care about someone, I guess I never really did ‘til I met you, boy.
How was I to know how you would affect me?
They say I talk too much,
I talk too much about you.
The definition of being out of control and I don’t wanna feel this anymore.

I thought I had control (I think)
But I slipped, and I don’t, and I don’t know where to go.
I thought I knew it all (knew it all)
But all I do is think about the next time I see you.
I thought I had control But we kissed (kissed),
and I slipped (slipped) and I don’t know where to go.
All I really know;
It's getting too emotional.

I get this feelin’ inside my heart
when You come around, and when we’re apart then
I feel so torn up inside
I’ve gotta get control of my life.

I thought I had control (I think)
But I slipped, and I don’t, and I don’t know where to go.
I thought I knew it all (knew it all)
But all I do is think about the next time I see you.
I thought I had control But we kissed (kissed),
and I slipped (slipped) and I don’t know where to go.
All I really know;
It's getting too emotional.

(Before I came, along...)

2007-03-19T21:13:00.000+08:00

Candice & I.

I love my darling & daughter. ;DD

hang out with Besties & Cousins on Saturday. had great fun, the K- Boxing part totally rocked. ;D It was freezing cold there without a sweater and it seemed like I return back to Harbin again. I miss the ice carvings there. ;(

school started again today.
I know it sounds weird but, it feels quite good to be back in school again. and honestly, I missed everyone. Hansel actually intended to pon school today, but i persuaded him to come. I know I'm damn wicked but I wanted someone who din't complete their homework to die with me. that person was Hansel. xP

lessons were pretty alright, loadsa homework were undone though. Mr Chia extended our homework deadline to this Friday. there's still plenty to complete and hopefully, i'll manage to finish all.

Sorry isn't good enough.

2007-03-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

Tom Yam steamboat for dinner today. ;DD
long time since Mummy cooked it.

anyway, I'm going off for Guides camp after dinner. it was soooo last minute, we were only told of the camp just now =.= and hell, I've got loads to pack and do now.

I'm gonna miss out alot, relatives and cousins are coming over for dinner and majong. ;( must think positive, at least I get to spend the night with Besties; at least I'll get CCA points. we'll be going for remedial, so I'll be able to skive off some programmes. ;D

off to catch some sleep, my dark eye circles are getting darn obvious already. T.T

I guess I really meant it. ;X

2007-03-12T12:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Candice!
&& Happy Birthday Venice! ;D

its supposed to be holidays but hell, we'll have holiday lessons. T.T i hate sec 4 life, screw it. you should see the amount of homework the teachers are piling us with, they can kill.

whatever, I have to enjoy myself alittle. so I'll be out towning with cousins, long time since I last went out with them. ;DD

my Paper Heart will Bleed.

2007-03-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

school's been BORING. life's kinda unhappening now. T.T

pon Maths remedial today. there's no one to accompany me during Maths remedial cause Hansel and Yasser pon and Sylvia's going to a different class. slept through Literature today cause I din't have the 'feel' to study. i need to have the right feelings to study also okay. ;X

accompanied Von to Aljunied Mac to have lunch. met Nerrell there and gossiped for ages. took 155 home and saw Kar Wai, Gloria and Samuel on the bus. accompanied Gloria to wait for 966 and gossiped. Thank You, Kar Wai Sayangs for his pepsi. ;D

a fling is only harmless for the person who doesn't get flung.

2007-03-04T11:57:00.000+08:00

I'm using the new com now. ;DDD

Adam Khoo's workshop really does work wonders, I'm truely motivated now. (:
I'll have to thank our trainers:
Mr Handsome Danny,
Miss Pretty Candice &
Mr Motivating Adam.

there was the crying segment and guess what? I dint cry horribly like what others did. I'll have to thank Yasser and Dwi for it. I was sitting next to Yasser, he and Dwi were adding comments to what Adam said and I couldn't help but laugh. but I cried at the closing ceremony. it was darn touching, seeing people telling how much they love their parents. I din't get the chance though, both of them din't attend the ceremony. I'm considering whether or not to pass them the letter i wrote during the workshop. *ponders*

many things happened this week and I can't possibly blog every single thing down. i enjoyed my time at Adam Khoo's workshop and I rather it din't end so soon. T.T

if I could rate this week, I'll give it 4/5 Stars. (:

a few centimetres away.

2007-02-23T21:34:00.000+08:00

hadn't blogging recently. i've been busy, real busy and my com's finally repaired.

school was same old same old.
thought we'll be having four free periods today cause Miss Tay wasn't here to mark attendance. big disappointment, she came at the second period. i got back my Poa paper. i predicted my results and it was accurate, BIG BIG 0/30. i wun be surprise if Hansel get the same marks cause we both slept through the paper. din't manage to see Hansel's paper cause he pon school again today.

went to lab for Chemistry lessons. partnered with Yilin and while others did the experiment, we walked around looking at theirs. Marcus is a bastard. he was fooling around, aiming the soap at Kar Wai, who was sitting beside me. the soap ended up on my hair instead of on Kar Wai. thank God for Yasser who stood up for me. (: the guys or practically the whole class played with the distilled water and some stupid chemical. my skin itched like hell after the it touched my skin. i'll have to thank Marcus, Dwi, Jonathan and Yasser for starting this whole thing.

Miss Ivy Choong is such a sarcastic bitch. i dislike her utterly, she's biased against me. i still owe her a whole pile of homework and i'll have to complete it this weekend or it'll give her extra reasons to:
a) be more biased against me.
b) call Mummy up.
c) talk to Bro and seduce him. ;XXX

shoot a few hoops after Guides today and it started raining. i miss playing basketball, i miss Kallang, i miss hanging out with Besties and the guys there. Kallang's sealed off already, it sucks big time. T.T and i do miss quarrelling with those MJR guys. ;XX
cabbed to Candice's house cause it was raining heavily. gambled and lost money to Nerrell and Candice, talk about bad luck uh?

CNY was pretty alright. collected red packets as usual and uh,slept at relatives' houses while the adults chat about everything under the sun? watched 'Just Follow Law' on the first day of CNY and it was darn funny. gambled, won and lost on different days. whenever i lost, Bro, Alvan and Wei Quan joked about me. they asked me to go to temple and eat vegetarian for 7 x 7 = 49 years. so lame!

MY LOVE.

2007-02-08T20:25:00.000+08:00

had an interesting week. ><

THE HOTTEST AND MOST INTERESTING PART OF MY WEEK:
Leonard and Derek fought. ;XX everyone just stood there and watch the show, no one bothered to stop the fight. whats worst was, Ren Aun even encouraged them to fight. check Jef's blog for details. GOGO, he even have some pictures there alright. i guess its been a long time since i last saw someone fight, hence i find it darn interesting. xP

the first few periods today was like shit. Sylvia and her 'aiai', Hansel tagged and kinda made fun of me. i don't know what came over me but i just shifted my whole table over beside Gloria and Debbie. and yes, did i mention that i'm sitting next to Sylvia now and she's sitting next to Hansel? Miss Tay allowed it of course and i'm currently intruding into another 'couple's' love den and being the big lightbulb. i think i was having a major moodswing or something cause i even shouted at Kai Kiat when he teased me a little. everything returned to normal after recess, Hansel, Sylvia and me shared plenty of laughter after that. i dint know Hansel could imagine that well. ;XX

had chemistry remedial at the AVT after school which was a total bore. Sylvia and I entertained ourselves with plenty of talk, since we both dint understand what that dumbo teacher was teaching. we were dismissed earlier than the Faith 4-5s, for the first time in our lifes. Sylvia went for drill while i stood there waiting for Nerrell & Co. Hansel blew air kisses to Sylvia and said, 'love, love, love via!'. imagine that, its darn funny. Yasser, Joel, Hansel and Ren Aun entertained me while i waited for the rest.

i dint know guys could have Pms as well. and they even Pms together, unbelievable huh? check out Sylvia's blog for Hansel's HOT HOT PIC. its totally cooool. and all the best to those getting their results tml. (:

crushed, by the sweetest lips I've never kissed. ;X

2007-02-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

everyone's sleeping when its only 10 =.=

i'm bored to tears, someone entertain me pleaseeeee?

2007-02-02T21:04:00.000+08:00

this week seemed like ages to me.

having remedials daily after school is a torture to me T.T no more towning and basketball after school. yes, thats how great my life is now. i reckon taking O's this year isn't going to be an easy task, i've slacked too much in the past few years. i sweared i'll put in effort to study but once i open my books, it'll be a different story.

today started with Teddy being 'bear- napped' by a damned box. the original keychain attached to my precious little son snapped yesterday. i changed it to a brand new one, yet it broke again today. my poor baby was being crushed by the box in Mummy's car for a whole day till i rescued it when i came home. x(

lessons without Kar Wai's noises and Yasser's existence seemed weird. Lipeng went home after recess. seems like everyone's taking turns to fall sick. today was slacky and all graduating classes had to attend the prefects installation. we had to carry our chairs to the hall =.= thanks to Bibek and Hansel, i dint have to carry the damned chair. our kind Bibek carried it there for me while Hansel carried it back. the whole thing was a total waste of my time, i could use it for better things like studying. ;X

i bloody failed my Maths headstarts with a blooming 2/50 and ended up having self study today. was slacking at the basketball court when rumours flew about saying that the teachers were confiscating books left underneath the table, so Shirlene and i rushed back to our classrooms to dump our textbooks into the cupboard. turned out that it was a freaking false alarm and now our cupboard is flooded with piles of books. i'm afraid they might fall on the next person who opens the cupboard, so good luck to whoever that person might be.

if only i could go abroad for my studies. if only i could go overseas, just for a short holiday. i just wanna get outta this hell hole. anyone who offers me a one way ticket out of Singapore, i'll take it and i'll love the person to death.

since Valentine Day is coming, i'll declare my love. I LOVE MY DARRRRRRLING. i'm refering to Nerrell. dun worry, i not a 'HL' ;X

Love ain't gonna wait for you.

2007-01-29T19:40:00.000+08:00

i took out my stitches already, but the wound is itching like crazy. T.T

as usual school's dreadful, its boring me to tears. i wanna graduate, i wanna get out of this sick school. J Wong is soooo unreasonable, she caught me and compared me with a Normal Tech student. why can't Express students wear ear sticks anyway? she's yet another demented cow that appeared in my oh- so- interesting life huh.

once bitten, twice sly. its never easy to trust after all incidents of backstabbing and lies. as the time goes by, we've become darn fake. we're bitches putting on a mask that hides our real self. we put on a smile and act like we're happy, but we're not. we acted like we cared for each other from the bottom of our hearts, yet the truth is that we dun even give a shit. i wished we were back to the innocent girls who started out trusting each other whole heartedly. we've become complicated and now its difficult to go back time.

hell, remedial's starting tml. i wished i had more time for myself. i can feel the stress now. school sucks, i hate this sicko life i'm leading. i'm sick of the same faces i've been facing for the past ten years or so. i need a change of environment. x(

if you think you know me, then you never knew the REAL YanHui.

2007-01-26T18:23:00.000+08:00

dint went for guides today.

i went for tution with Alvan and Jeremy instead. we all signed a 'contract' with the teacher, she's offering reward for achieving certain grades. (; its been a long time since i had tution with Jeremy anyway.

school was rather bored today. our talkative Kar Wai had rashes and stayed at home. so get well soon, sayangs? Miss Tay changed our seats again. currently, Sylvia's sitting beside her 'aiai' Hansel while i'm sitting beside Wilson. i'm like intruding into Jodi's and his love den. :X I WANNA CHANGE SEAT! i detest our class. i'm not even close to other girls except for Sylvia and Debbie, i can only hang out with the guys then. not having girlfriends in class is pathetic.

forgot to blog about this, i was on medication and i had to take 1 tablet, 2 times a day. and guess what? i took 2 tablets, 2 times a day. =.= i'm crossing my fingers and praying that there'll be no side reactions to it.

cause Baby's missing his Daddy. ;X

2007-01-23T17:07:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Kar Wai ! sayangs*

dint go to school today, i'll have to thank my headache for it. slacked my day away by watching tv and sleeping. kinda enjoyed it. ;D

our class had 3 free periods yesterday but i had more. the others did graph during Maths while i was sleeping cause i wasn't able to move my left hand. had remedial after school, that wasn't of any use to my studies at all. boos to Ivy Choong.

i may be tactless to say this but, whatever?
p.s: your English suck. if you dunno how to construct long sentences, keep your sentences short.

2007-01-19T17:05:00.000+08:00

the wound on my hand is hurting like crazy, but i suppose i could live with it.

went to the doctor's just now, Doom's Day turned out to be pretty alright after all. i really wanted to cry when i was alone in the room. Mummy lied to me saying she'll join me in awhile, but she never did. T.T no stitches on my face cause it wasn't that serious. XD

guess how many days of MC have i got? 3 months! XD coooool huh? after Shirlene and Sylvia's endless talks of wanting to see the bubble, i brought it home for all to see. i suppose they'll all be darn fascinated.

the already MIA- ed Chin Yong called and expressed his concerns. i feel soooo touched. i'll have to thank Sylvia for telling him. thanks to those who showed their concerns, i appreciate it. (:

cause this time round, i can see and feel your concern and that kept me going.

2007-01-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

Congratulations to Guo Zhong and Hui Juan on their ROM. (:

Doom's Day is really here.
Mummy made the doctor's appointment already and there'll be two surgeries to be done tml. i suppose it'll hurt awfully and it'll bring plenty of inconvience to everyone. it sucks big time alright, have to bring everybody sooo much trouble. furthermore, i'm afraid of leaving scars. i guess all guys will have to shun me like i'm having Sars or something. i'm gonna abstain from dark soya sauce for the sake of my face. pardon my use of language, but i just feel like fucking off and die. :X

went to Bugis with Sylvia to meet her 'him' yesterday. waited at Rockery cause we already bought bubble tea there and he finally came after minutes and minutes of waiting. sat there chatting all the way and they both joined hands and teased the hell outta me. thats what i get for accompanying them, such friends? Jeff dismissed from work and we hung out together. went to meet Mummy and Bro at Aljunied cause Bro was sending Yi Zhuang home. managed to get home without walking in the rain. ;D

went to Guo Zhong and Hui Juan's ROM just now and it was the first time i witnessed such a ceremony despite cousins getting married years after years. went for buffet dinner at Guo Zhong's house. all the little ones were gathering in the living room playing with balloons, such a sight? i envy the young ones and their simple minds, growing up isn't such a great thing after all.

free period's becoming a daily affair at school. they're such a bore, still it beats having to attend lessons. Maths lesson is getting pretty fun, i finally get what the teacher is saying. thank God for Sylvia cause without her, i'll be a loner that only hangs around with Hansel, Yasser and Kar Wai. we're having only like 4 girls, including me and Sylvia in that Maths class and we dun really hang out often.

i'm replying all my tags here cause there's something wrong with my internet or computer? i can't tag over there. T.T since everyone is showing care and concern, i dun wanna appear heartless by not replying. ;X

here we go,

Von: thanks a million. i know you guys care for me and i can feel it. (: i suppose everything will be over soon. thanks again. ;D

Jeff: haha, good luck? i'll need plenty. thanks ya? hopefully everything will be fine. (;

Nerrell: LOL! what are you laughing at huh? ;X anyway, thanks for offering to come along with me to the clinic. but i'm afraid that you'll be freaked out by the bloody sight. you're one great daaaarling indeed. <3

you're magical, you made my day. ;D

2007-01-16T15:51:00.000+08:00

Dooms day's here T.T

countless of people asked me to be brave. i aint brave at all, i don't wanna face everything all by myself. x(

i'm not sure if it'll be done today afterall. cause the doctor might not be free. :D

2007-01-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

hadn't been able to blog for the past few days. i dare not touch the bloody computer after it died on me. ;X and the laptop's wireless is darn lousy.

its yet another rainy day, all i can say is the rain can really dampen one's spirits. slacked the whole of today away by watching My Girl. the male lead is whaooooo. he's HOT. Mummy and Daddy went shopping with Merlynn without asking me. T.T

headstarts finally ended, i gonna flunk every single subject. x( i handed in a near- to- blank script back to the teacher for Maths, Chemistry and Physics. i suppose i'll have to do self studying soon and there'll no time for myself and my private life. i hate taking O's.

it'll be sweet 16 in a few months, yet i dun feel like i'm 16. there's not much changes in my life except for the fact that my life is becoming more and more boring. i haven't any goal in life and i have nothing to work for. i dun even know what i want and it sucks.

went to Bugis 3 days in a row this week. drank bubble tea from Rockery. i'll have to admit, Jeff's bubble tea is delicious. (: see Jeff, i'm praising you here. feel honoured? its been ages since i last played basketball, i wanna have to game or two but it keeps raining. T.T Dear God, please make the rain go away.

the time i've been dreading is here. i suppose i'll have to do it, but i'm afraid. what if it turns out bad? damnit. out of so many people, why do it have to be me anyway? i'm like the most unlucky person on earth.

i'm really sorry, i suppose you'll find someone a thousand times better than me. thank you for the beautiful times you've left me.

2007-01-07T18:54:00.000+08:00

tml's headstart already and i dun even know a single shit about Geography and Social Studies, wish me luck.

dinner yesterday night was not that bad. nieces and nephews are darn cute, always saying things like 'i dun friend you' and blahs. when i was young, i was saying things like that too. ;X the meal itself was alright, the cake was niceeeeeee :D i'm looking forward to the annual dinner on the 27th. (:

i guess pacifying a big baby to sleep is never easy. ;X

2007-01-06T14:55:00.000+08:00

i'm really confused, what am i to You?
answer: a nothing. You're just using me for Your good.

weekend's finally here, i need a rest badly.
went for Guides yesterday. i dislike going for Guides, thats my answer to your question. but there's no choice, i need my fucking points. anyway, singing's a bore.

family dinner tonight, i'll have to bring out my heels once again. i dunno its my whoever relative's birthday, but i'll have to show my face there. and i'm not in the mood.

hell, gonna be late for tution. T.T i hate schooling!

its you i see, in my eyes.

2007-01-04T18:25:00.000+08:00

schooling totally sucks.

Miss Tay changed our seating arrangements. Debbie is no longer sitting beside me and Wilson aint sitting in front of me. the only good thing is Ren Aun's sitting in front of me. but Ren Aun's no longer fun, all he cares about is studying.

back from the Sin Seh. spraining my ankle doesn't only means i have to wrap it, i also have to take medicine. hello? medicine and ankle doesn't really matches. =.=

well, we've changed our teachers. i'm one of the 10 who goes to different classroom for Maths lesson and i'm happy to say i prefer that teacher better. she makes lesson even more interesting than JJ or Mr Wong.

i'm off for dinner and then do my Maths homework. heh. i'm one goody girl. (:

2007-01-02T15:05:00.000+08:00

after 9 days in China, i'm back to Singapore. dint had the time to come online, my time was left for towning and sleeping. schooling starts tml already and i haven't got my books ready. whatever, to hell with it.

here's all my thank you's, cause Shirlene asked me to post it.

to that exceptionally laughter- loving people who'll always make a joke out of something thats not funny, Thank You for bringing out all the colours in my life; for making me laugh when i'm at the verge of breaking down; for helping me in everything when i just had my surgery done, for giving me a tml to look forward to. you guys are indeed one of the brightest star in my sky. i love you, Besties.

to my sweetest girlfriend, the one who've given me advices when i needed them. Thank You for trusting me; for comforting me when i'm at the lowest point of my life; for listening to everything i said, sweetheart Debbie.

to my loveliest daughter, you taught me plenty though you're my daughter. Thank You for being my best friend and my daughter; for seeing me cry and giving words of comfort; for studying and striving for the better together. you're seriously the best daughter one can ever have, Shirlene.

to the HUIS, like Nerrell's said; we've drifted. but, we've had our share of gossips, fun and laughter. we trusted each other and i hope this can continue on in the future. Thank You and i love you guys still, Nerrell and Shirlene.

to the crappiest Son- In- Law on earth, Thank You for your guai lan- ness. your stupid jokes can definitely cheer one up more effectively than eating chocolate. cheers to you, Gary.

to my 3- in- 1 brother, you're definitely my sweetest and dearest brother i've got. Thank You for your craps; for brightening up my life; for standing by me when i needed someone to talk to; for giving me someone to laugh at ;X, for offering to come all the way to Eunos just to treat us ice cream. seriously, you're my number one brother, Eugene Yong.

to my dearest cousins, the most shining star in my sky. Thank You for lending a listening ears whenever i needed them, for making plenty of noise in my quiet life and hence making it noisy, for accompanying me whenever i need company, for putting up with my nonsense. loves and kisses to you, Alvan, Zi Qi, Wei Quan and Venice.

to my wonderful family, my pillar of support. Thank You for giving me everything i needed, for not giving me everything i wanted just to make me work harder for them, for not making me a spoilt brat, for putting up with my wilful ways, for bringing me to places i've never been before, for loving me like no one else ever did. though we get on the wrong side of each other at times, i love you no less than i love others; Daddy, Mummy, Jie, Bro and Merlynn.

to the most friendly group of people i've just known. Thank You for giving me such beautiful memories to look back, for giving me such wonderful times at China, for keeping me warm in the cold weather. we'll keep in touch, Cindy, Kevin, Jeff and Jia Yi.

to the world's most wonderful jie fu, Thank You for treating me like your family, for helping me whenever Jie gets pissed off with me, for making my life even more noiser with Alvan's help. i'm one blessed girl, as a little sister though, to have your company, Jin Kang.

to my one and only Dear, Thank You for giving me your love, for everything you've done. <3

hopefully, this year will an interesting one with all of you accompanying me. i'm curious how different this year will end up like, comparing it to the past ones. and enjoy the last day of your hols, peeps! (:

because you live, i live.

2006-12-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

in another 3 days time, it'll be home sweet home!

i'm not really very sure if i wanna return home. true, i miss everyone back in Singapore; i miss the food there. yet i'm afraid of returning back to school, to take my O's. it'll be very stressful as i've missed out alot in the past years. and the worst of all things, i haven't even done a single sheet of my holiday homework. i'm gonna be sooo dead when school reopens.

visited some weird palace in Shen Yang today. it looks kinda modern and old at the same time. we then went on to An Shan to look at the largest jade statue in the world, that was when the accident occurred. i fell and sprained my ankle for heaven's sake. gosh, it fucking did hurt. and worst still, its swollen now. i was like so paiseh cause everyone withness that incident. T.T Daddy and Bro even took pictures of me falling which made me so annoyed. i deleted the pictures just now when they didn't take notice, hehs. (;

my family, Auntie and Uncle then went to see the 'Bei Xi Shui Dong' while i stayed in the bus with Jeff, Jia Yi, Chen Mama, Chen Papa, Kevin and his father. we were feeling pretty bored in the bus. so Jeff asked me and Kevin to go out for a walk, it was freezing outside. well, we talked about our schools, our subjects, Jcs and Polys; things i never ever discuss with normal guy friends. i'm surprised at how opened up i am to them though we've only known each other for 6 days. maybe its because of the age difference, guys older than us tend to make a great difference? ;X Jeff asked me to study hard cause he dint have enough time to study for his O's this year. and of course we did talk about play and stuffs. guess what? Jeff thought my name was Lisa before he knew that my name was Yan Hui or Melissa =.=

went for dinner, it was a dumpling feast. HAHA, dumplings eating dumplings. =X
dint have time to go shopping today. x( i want to get my boots, my vcds and my bag! screw the time slots. T.T

i'm off. anyone needs anything from Duty Free, mail me? (;

ps: Jeff isn't the Jef from our school. :X

2006-12-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

Daddy made me pose for this. ;X

look at me skiing? i'm not really an expert in this.

i swear this entire building is made out of ice. isn't it beautiful? its supposed to be a church in Harbin named the St Sophia.

i'm currently in Shen Yang. thank God for internet and Sister's laptop cause i'll very homesick without them. (; wells, its still freezing cold here and guess what? I SAW SNOW FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE! (:
though its light snow, this is something to celebrate cause we went to different places during winter but missed them by days.

throughout these days we've came to China, we've visited different towns like Harbin, Chang Chun, Ji Lin. our next and final stop will be Da Lian and it'll be home sweet home. still, i know i'll miss everyone in my tour group esp our tour guide, Xiao Wang. he made sure we were well cared for while we were here and treated us with snacks, fruits and water like nobody's business; just to make us happy, he even sang for us. and damned, he look so awfully like cousin Kelvin. oh, and he've got really some very good jokes thats worth listening. (;

we've made friends with everyone in the tour group and it seems like we're one big family. and i've had some really very paiseh- ed moments. T.T

oh, and we went skiing at Ji Lin. i could hardly remember how to ski after learning in Korea. Xiao Wang and my parents kept insisting on me going up the slope even though i hardly knew how to ski. surprisingly, i still did quite well. until the end, i'll fall. pathetic.

went shopping just now, we've finally found time for shopping after so many days. dint see much, they dun have night life. their shops close at around 8+, leaving us not much time. dint even found any boots that catches my eyes. x( the chocolates here are really damn cheap. (;

alright, i'll post another time. miss those guys in Singapore! and yar, i can't see and reply people's tags cause the internet here is really lousy. sorry peeps!

2006-12-25T03:03:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to ALL !

I MISS SINGAPORE!

1. the food here totally sucks.
i miss Singapore's food & Mummy's cooking.

2. i miss my loved ones esp DEBBIE ANG!
alrights, not only her. Dear, Shirlene, Diana, Von, Nerrell, Gary, Eugene, Wei Quan, Alvan, Zi Qi. you name them, i miss them. ;X

3. its freaking cold here.
i'm freezing my arse off here dudes. walking around in -20 deg and my surroundings are all ice and snow.

4. i look like a dumpling. =.=
i put on layers and layers of clothes. somebody commented that i looked fat. is that a good or a bad sign? ;X

5. boring Christmas Eve.
Sis and i spent it in our hotel room.

we're leaving Harbin tml and are heading to some other parts of China. the ice carvings and snow sculptures are so fascinating. some of the ice buildings are made to scale, there's even a ice maze, Great wall of China. did some shopping but dint buy my boots. dint see any that catches my eye.

i'll blog the next time i have the chance. as for the pics, i'll post them next time. (:

2006-12-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

another 5 more days in Singapore and i'll be going to China.

reasons why i hate going to China:
1. spending my Christmas away from dearest cousins & beloved friends.
2. we're not going by SIA but by Air China. =.= meaning no games & no movies.
3. we're gonna be wrapped up like dumplings over there cause its -20+ degrees already.
4. i might be sharing room with my bro. =.=
5. no Christmas presents. x(
6. i dun understand China's chinese, their accents are so damn thick.
7. the food there, is it edible?

reasons why i look forward to China:
1. shopping. (;

what i intend to get at China:
1. my boots.
2. sports bag.
3. cheap vcds and cds.
4. Christmas presents for people who gave me? i know i'm budget. ;X
5. souvenirs for loved ones. (: see, i'm nice alright?

what i have to do before going China:
1. buy leather shoes for our holiday.
2. get my school books, school shoes and school uniform ready.
3. buy lip balm/ gloss & body cream for our holiday
4. get my unkempt hair cut.
5. go out with all my loved ones. (:
6. rent 'War With In- Laws' last ep to watch because i missed it.
7. watch finish 'Beneath The Charm' before i go for the holiday.
8. borrow 'My Girl' from Aunt Agnes and watch it before the school holiday ends.
9. get new songs and put them in my mp3.
10. pack my luggage. x(
11. shop for tidbits to bring to China. =X

and she strikes again, that despo just can't stop pestering *him. look into the mirror can you? look at *her, see the difference? dun you dare think that you are far more attractive than her. no bloody way man. you're wrecking havoc all over again. stop spoiling every perfect thing in my life. this is specially dedicated for you, _l_. enjoy. (:

Aaron Kor's wedding was great. for one of the few times in my life, i felt girlish in heels and a dress. the waiters at Marina Mandarin were mostly attractive. ^^ the waiter serving our table was kinda cute and exceptionally friendly. after being seated for less than an hour, we became steady friends. my already married cousin even asked for his name and wanted to introduce him to me. =.= he was counted lucky to serve our table as we kept him entertained while he served and he charmed us with honeyed talks and stuff. we were nice people, so we gave him 5 stars for his services. we'll meet each other again if we have the fate. ;X

had loads of fun at the chalet, saw plenty GM faces. i long time since i last saw these faces and i'll be seeing them soon everyday. x(

congrats to Alvan for passing his N's and moving on to O's. and thank you alvan for treating us to dinner yesterday. i can see a hole in your pocket now. ;X

beautiful diaster, beautiful lie.

2006-12-10T20:55:00.000+08:00

didn't have the time to blog, plenty of things happened.

the highlights of what happened lately since i'm so damn lazy to blog in a very detailed way.

1. bought my Giordano jeans already.
i wear size 25 or 26 for their bottoms but there isn't stock for that size island wide, so i dint buy my skinny jeans. x( bought another pair which i find pretty okae.

2. changed my phone to Nokia 7360 ?
no bluetooth. bloody hell.

3. went for Grandpa's 80th birthday's chalet.
it was pretty fun but i was sick alright, so i couldn't enjoy it as much as the rest of my cousins.

4. went to zoo with Shirlene, Dear, Gary and Von.
Gary and Von tried this dirty trick of shouting 'snake!' to scare me. gosh, my legs went all soft and i almost wanted to cry upon hearing that. try this bloody trick again and you'll be dead, Gary and Von. =X

5. finally met the long missed Debby Girl up.
caught up with her. check her blog out for photos.

6. bought my contacts.
Mummy bought them for me! loves her sia. she's damn generous with me lately.

7. Shirlene and Gary's 3rd month anniversery was spent with us.
Happy 3rd Month to them! XD

8. watched Cinderella.
it was okae to me and i'm one person thats seriously afraid of horror flicks.

9. Candice passed me my pay check.
it was pathetic alright. twelve bucks only. =.=

10. got blisters all over my toes and legs.
all thanks to going out with Shirlene & co in new shoes. Dear bought me plasters, thanks!

11. drank free Starbucks. HAHA.
Starbucks was giving out free drinks and we went to have it. =X we're like some kiasu aunties and uncles.

12. went to East Coast with my dearest cousins, sisters and Jin Kang.
it was an extremely budget day as all of us were broke and Daddy contributed 20 bucks to our picnic. hurrays to generous Daddy!

13. took plenty of pics with my beloveds and our roasted honey chicken, grapes and big gulp. =X shall post the pics up next time.

14. watched Happy Feet
it was damn cute alright? with the penguins tapping their feet, my cousins & i couldn't stop imitating them.

15. Mummy bought me a pair of Charles & Keith heels for Aaron Kor's wedding tml.
i wanted a pair of shoes from Bugis but Mummy say she'll buy me one with brand instead. anyways, i do like the shoes. (;

i'm really looking forward to both chalets with my beloved ones. 13 to 15 Dec with cousins, siblings and Jin Kang. 14 to 16 dec with Dear, Shirlene, Gary, Diana, Shi Jie, Von and Yi Shan. though i'm still stuck between the choice of not knowing when to go where, still i'm sure we'll enjoy ourselves. i'm sure that we'll take plenty of photos too and i'll be posting them up. (:

Eugene is really stupid alright? he asked me to wear slippers to Aaron kor's wedding dinner with a dress cause my leg's still having blisters. and he said its style. =X

oh, and you. i dunno whether you're a double faced bitch or a backstabbing tramp. but i suppose you are both? the things you do are so damn predictable. your next move can be guessed at the tips of our fingers. gosh, you're scheming, aint you? but we'll no longer fall for your stupid tricks any longer. we'll lead our own seperate lifes and stop trying to disrupt our peaceful lives. kindly scram, maybe we'll learn not to hate you that much after all.

behind that innocent sweet smile and big wide puppy eyes, you'll never know how much secret that person is holding in his/ her heart. learn not to trust everyone in this world because not everybody are as innocent as it seems on the surface. i've learned this from drama, Bump Off Lover. =X

no matter how salty the tears are, with you comforting me it'll be sunny day again.

2006-11-26T08:13:00.000+08:00

the horrible shrieking, they call singing, behind my house is enough to make me want to drown myself. still i'm in high spirits, seems like nothing can spoil my mood. (;

double dated with Shirlene and Gary and went out to celebrate our one month yesterday. (: went to Marina for a movie. they picked Casino Royale and for the first time in my entire life, i regretted watching a movie. it was pathetic, so draggy. pratically everyone was so engrossed in the movie, when all we wanted was to get out of the cinema. i couldn't cough as loudly as i wish inside the damned cinema for fear of disturbing others. i'm soooo considerate, aint i? (; couldn't decide where to have our dinner so we played finger guessing. ended up at Long John Silvers and met Aunt Jeanie, Hui Shan, Qi, Venice and Geraldine by chance. Aunt Jeanie offered me a lift home but we still had things on, so the offer was rejected. =X

went esplanade for a walk, Dear and i exhanged presents. i loved his present and i really satisfied with what he's got me. (: well, there's reasons behind to him getting me that necklace- his heart's always with me wherever i go. (; he saw me home and thats the end of our near to perfect day.

Dear, thank you for everything you've gave and done for me. loves you. (:

2006-11-21T12:36:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest and sweetest cousin, Alvan & to my M&M partner, Marcus. though i'm unsure whether they will be reading this but i'm still writing this down. (:

gotta go prepare, i'm meeting Qi, Alvan and Dear at 2.

one advice for you, stop being such a bitchface.

2006-11-17T16:41:00.000+08:00

Home alone, even Mummy and Daddy are going out for a movie now. i should have agreed to go out with Qi, Alvan and Dear. i'm bored to tears. x(

Mummy tried persuading me to go for a movie with Daddy and her. =.= do i look like one who will join them for movies? she asked me to go shopping alone while they watched movie so she can get me my Giordano jeans. hell, i rather stay at home facing the computer than go shopping alone. speaking of Giordano jeans, she offered to get me another pair. (: i love my mummy, though she drags time in bringing me to get my contacts and jeans. she's gonna spend alot on me this week.

thinking back, last year's Faith 2-5 was fun but it can't be compared to this year's bbq. it was a great success with plenty of laughter, jokes, ghost stories and each other's updates. well people, after our O's, it's party time. be prepared to expect a chalet. get your money ready, we shall stay up all night and keep each other entertained! got Miss Haryati's number, i expect we'll be meeting each other up for coffee soon. (;

Shirlene, Diana, Amanda, Dear, Gary, Gene and Wei Xuan came over to ton after the bbq. the poor boys had to bathe in the toilet which has no lights cause the power tripped. thanks to Gary and Dear who ran from East Coast to Parkway to get Red Shoes Vcd during the bbq, we were kept entertained by it for 2 hours or so? it was pretty lame, there were gross and scary parts though. the guys fooled around with the soft toys and slept on the pathetic tiles. i offered them mattress but they dint want them so don't ever say i'm not a good hostess.

to my dearest and ever sweetest Jie:
we've been getting on each other's wrong side lately. you really do pissed me off at times with your naggings and stuff. but all in all, you're still the greatest sister one can ever have. i love you and thank you for everything you've done for me! (: